1 AM... I missed LJ
I should probably go to bed since I have to work soonish...
...but Nikayla comes Tuesday and I think it would be cute if my apartment wasn't a wreck when she got here. So I'm "cleaning".... sort of. Well trying to. There's a lot to go through. And Kyla's no help. I'm vaccuming HER room. Does anyone understand and want to explain this to me?
I've been thinking a lot today. I'm not a fan of thinking... or analyzing.... or wondering. I like to just put music on and ignore everything. I protect myself from getting hurt. I sometimes wonder if it's almost sheltering myself. I'll tell myself one thing so I don't believe another. I'm wondering when this will all backfire. Whatever's meant to be will be I suppose.
I went to church tonight. I love going. I finally found one out here and people to go with. Kyla said it seemed like a club because the music, djs, and lighting. I think it's fantastic.
I'm having an amazing time in LA. I'm planning a trip home to visit all my Florida darlings some time in April... maybe May. So don't fret. I just have to save up until then. I can't wait to see Otis. I spoke to him on the phone a few days ago. My mom said he kept looking at the phone. He totally knew it was me. I miss that little guy. He has my heart. :)
I'd post a pic or two but when my hard drive crashed, I lost Photoshop. And my animation program. And EVERYTHING else. I'm going crazy. If anyone would like to send me Photoshop, I'd be very, very grateful.
Alright, it's back to cleaning. I hope everyone has a great week!
<3Kimberly