*sigh*
why do I do this to myself? I love two people, neither of whom love me back...one I am madly in love with, even though he makes me cry, depressed, and angry...I love him...the other one is the one I go to when the first one makes me cry.
Both have let me down today...puting everything else above me...a person they claim to love at least as a friend...one who says he loves me as more than a friend, but as a husband would love someone.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore....
Life was simpler when boys had cooties....and all that mattered was who sold more girl scout cookies, I wish I was a little kid again, I loved life, I didn't know what it felt like to lose someone you loved...life was easy...
*sigh* I guess I am ment to be alone...
Both have let me down today...puting everything else above me...a person they claim to love at least as a friend...one who says he loves me as more than a friend, but as a husband would love someone.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore....
Life was simpler when boys had cooties....and all that mattered was who sold more girl scout cookies, I wish I was a little kid again, I loved life, I didn't know what it felt like to lose someone you loved...life was easy...
*sigh* I guess I am ment to be alone...