le sigh
I have been feeling so down lately. It really sucks. I am not a cryer so when I feel like I want to cry copious amounts, it sucks major ballage. I also find that while i don't feel emotionally well I also have issues dealing with others. Even if they are slightly unattentive I feel like I've been kicked while down. I am trying to give attention to someone I care for and they are in the same boat I am: Just not in a good place mentally/emotionally. While I can usually deal with people like this, being depressed doesn't help me help others. It just makes me more defensive and hurt all the time. I can't sheild myself from everyone so it's going to be a long road to make me happier but I know it will happen. What I know will also happen is me being depressed again. I've noticed that I get depressed more often and I'm not very happy with that (haha). What I'm going to do is questionable.
Another thing that doesn't help is that unemployment is not helping in me getting my checks. It's been since August that I have been unemployed but they like to mess things up. They think I'm disabled but I am not. Now I have to ask my neuro to give me a note so that the government can give me the money I earned. Grrr
Another thing that doesn't help is that unemployment is not helping in me getting my checks. It's been since August that I have been unemployed but they like to mess things up. They think I'm disabled but I am not. Now I have to ask my neuro to give me a note so that the government can give me the money I earned. Grrr