so i know its been ten yrs since i last updated...
this is something i felt i should put in my journal...
me and cam just had a convo that went something like this
cam: i dont like being surprised for christmas..i like knowing what im gonna get
me: really? i love being surprised..i hate knowing what im gonna get because then theres no point in even opening up a present!
cam: well...the things i want i kinda need to pick out myself..
me: yea...i guess i can kinda see your point..i mean girls are kinda like that with engagement rings..some want to be surprised and some already know exactly what they want
cam: so which are you?
me: (surprised that we're still talking about rings!!!) umm i dunno..i think id like to be surprised..i mean id like to have it in the cut i want and stuff but other than that id want to the guy to pick it out
cam: so what kinda cut do you like?
me: (still surprised that we are still kinda having a serious conversation about engagement rings!!!!) umm honestly i have no idea because ive never really looked at them!
cam: well...maybe you should start
me: im smiling bc this makes me happy to talk about this...you have no idea..but at the same time i know this wont be happening for a long time
cam: well i mean..yea its gonna be awhile but time is going by so fast, and we really dont have that much longer
me: yea you need to start saving up for my one carat ring (joking)
and that was basically it. but folks...this is big!! bc if u know me and cam we never talk about us getting married or anything..like i think we both assume in our heads that yea we love each other and its been 3 years..but we're not one of those couples where i call him "hubby" or say that im married on facebook. so for cameron to actually seriously talk to me about engagement rings makes me feel so incredible inside...like i dont think i can even explain it...
its not even like..the idea of having this nice ring, or anything like that...its more like the excitement of knowing that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me! and that i want to spend the rest of my life with him. it makes me feel so giddy inside...
but so yea..anyway...this isnt like an omg im gonna be engaged entry or anything bc believe me i have a long time (atleast 2 more years if not more) before i can think about getting engaged..etc. but this feeling that i have right now...is something i wanted to be able to read about later...and look back on.
:) i love cameron tyler king
me and cam just had a convo that went something like this
cam: i dont like being surprised for christmas..i like knowing what im gonna get
me: really? i love being surprised..i hate knowing what im gonna get because then theres no point in even opening up a present!
cam: well...the things i want i kinda need to pick out myself..
me: yea...i guess i can kinda see your point..i mean girls are kinda like that with engagement rings..some want to be surprised and some already know exactly what they want
cam: so which are you?
me: (surprised that we're still talking about rings!!!) umm i dunno..i think id like to be surprised..i mean id like to have it in the cut i want and stuff but other than that id want to the guy to pick it out
cam: so what kinda cut do you like?
me: (still surprised that we are still kinda having a serious conversation about engagement rings!!!!) umm honestly i have no idea because ive never really looked at them!
cam: well...maybe you should start
me: im smiling bc this makes me happy to talk about this...you have no idea..but at the same time i know this wont be happening for a long time
cam: well i mean..yea its gonna be awhile but time is going by so fast, and we really dont have that much longer
me: yea you need to start saving up for my one carat ring (joking)
and that was basically it. but folks...this is big!! bc if u know me and cam we never talk about us getting married or anything..like i think we both assume in our heads that yea we love each other and its been 3 years..but we're not one of those couples where i call him "hubby" or say that im married on facebook. so for cameron to actually seriously talk to me about engagement rings makes me feel so incredible inside...like i dont think i can even explain it...
its not even like..the idea of having this nice ring, or anything like that...its more like the excitement of knowing that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me! and that i want to spend the rest of my life with him. it makes me feel so giddy inside...
but so yea..anyway...this isnt like an omg im gonna be engaged entry or anything bc believe me i have a long time (atleast 2 more years if not more) before i can think about getting engaged..etc. but this feeling that i have right now...is something i wanted to be able to read about later...and look back on.
:) i love cameron tyler king