Mar 21, 2005 12:00
Ahhh....
St. Patricks day...My friend Roach and I went to Keggs and Eggs thrown by Dc101 for St.Pats. We had cut the line passes so it took us no time to get in. We were inside by 8am. I was not planning on getting wasted beyond comprehension but that's what ended up happening. I was trashed by 10 in the morning. I had a lot of fun but I dont think I would go next year without my boyfriend in tow. The men greatly outnumbered the women and it was a meat market in there. The whole mardi gras theme of LuLu's inspires women to remove their clothes for beads and for men to think I will do the same. Ha. I did manage to come out of there with some beads and a really cool hat and I didnt show any tits...I was so plowed that as soon as I got home at 2 I had to take a nap. When I woke up I went out to Chantilly to meet up with Chris at Bungalow billiards. Then we headed back to manassas. Drinking so much so early in the morning really messed with my stomach and I wasnt able to drink any more that night which kinda sucked but oh well. Once we got back to Manassas we all just chilled out at Chris' house. I hope I didnt ruin his St. pat's.
I never update this thing as quickly as I should. It's just that I am never home to do it. I am either at work or at Chris' house and neither of those places are ideal for updating your journal.
I cant find my damn happy pills which makes me irritable and it also makes me eat more which I am def not okay with. I could just get my next refill but I cant afford to pay for it. So I am basically screwed unless I find them. I havent been feeling well either which doesn't help my mood. I had to leave work early yesterday because I felt like ass.
I love Chris...It's just so scary. I don't want to be the most convient person, or the person who's really cool that he cares a lot about. I want to be the perfect person for him. Some times I don't think I am.