LONELY
Hey long time I know lol. I have not been up to anything really exciting but I have been so so. I got to talk to Darian last night which was awesome because I miss her so much. We so have to get together and do something!
I also miss Navarre since she has been sick and her working we haven't really got to see each other or really talk. She says that she feels something bad is going to happen.. Well, to be honest I was feeling the same thing. I have no idea what but I hope it is not true. I have no clue. But mommy I miss you muchly. I mean like talking and stuff. Yeah I get to see you when I go to my second home but it is not the same!
Well today was my first day going to my shrink. I guess she wasn't that bad but I just have to get use to it. We talked about my relationship with my dad that made me cry and how he mentally kind of messed me up on a few things. We talked about my mom and my friends. It was really cool, but she said that I have more issues than what she thought so I have to see her every 2 weeks. For awhile. I don't know maybe I really do need to. She also commented on how maybe I should be on 2 meds but I don't know about that. She said that Wellbutrin works on one side and maybe I need another or something. I said to her NOOOOOOOOOO PROZAC it was funny because she agreed. THe only thing is I think I made my mom sound like a bad mom and I don't like that because that is not what I meant by what we were talking about... I don't know.
I also miss Navarre since she has been sick and her working we haven't really got to see each other or really talk. She says that she feels something bad is going to happen.. Well, to be honest I was feeling the same thing. I have no idea what but I hope it is not true. I have no clue. But mommy I miss you muchly. I mean like talking and stuff. Yeah I get to see you when I go to my second home but it is not the same!
Well today was my first day going to my shrink. I guess she wasn't that bad but I just have to get use to it. We talked about my relationship with my dad that made me cry and how he mentally kind of messed me up on a few things. We talked about my mom and my friends. It was really cool, but she said that I have more issues than what she thought so I have to see her every 2 weeks. For awhile. I don't know maybe I really do need to. She also commented on how maybe I should be on 2 meds but I don't know about that. She said that Wellbutrin works on one side and maybe I need another or something. I said to her NOOOOOOOOOO PROZAC it was funny because she agreed. THe only thing is I think I made my mom sound like a bad mom and I don't like that because that is not what I meant by what we were talking about... I don't know.