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wow...2 updates in one day...i feel like i have no life! lol
well...tonight i went out with my family, which is kinda a rare thing lately with work and all...it was nice, we went to wendys'[icky] then we went to the movies and saw dreamer...a horsey movie...it was good, but a tear jerker for me. i still feel shitty, and i can't breathe right at all...dk what's up with that.
i really hate myself sometimes...i worry about every damned thing...i can never just have nothing on my mind...it's always something...damned mind! i really don't wanna work tomarrow...damned world and it's greedy money demandingness! i wish it weren't so important, or that you could buy things with huggs...or better yet smiles, no matter how fake they were...that'd be great, we'd all have everything we could ever want. doesn't reality just suck?! since i'm listening to beautiful music...i feel like sharing...this calls for LyRiCs...how exciting!
LeTtEr KiLlS - "hOlD mY hEaRt"
just forget about it, anything i said about i
drive away tonight you think it's fine
you put it all inside and run, and never look behind
it's all the same besides the fact that it's mine
think of me when you dream and you know
i'm wide awake and thinkin of you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want
(x2)
just forget about, set your mark and keep away
the thoughts that are, just the opposite of you
it happens everytime you fall
you write it off and say "well i'll be fine just let me try too"
and sing to me, when you sink
and you know that i'm wide awake and watchin for you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want it
I'm Letting you know now
I'm letting you know now
I'm letting you know now
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait, don't wait, don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
"fOrGeT dEcEmBeR"-sOcO
On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
All was hopeless in this home
And no one's speaking, no one creeping
to see if she was on the phone
And you were quiet, this routine riot
was all but practical to me
and if we see it, why can't we beat it
can we let each other be?
Forget December, it won't be better
Than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore
New Years Eve came, but nothing had changed
all the problems just got worse
we sat in silence
no routine science could heal the sickness we rehearse
and if I'm talking, my words are mocking
the deaf ears they have fallen on
These words are tainted with years of jaded
Innocence that's all but gone
Forget December, it won't be better
than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore
Forget December, it won't be better
than I remember it before
this month only will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore
Forget December it won't bet better
than I rememebr it before
a silent night won't feel quite right
It's not so silent anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore
On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
all was hopeless in this home
yeah...randomness is quite wonderful...well, i'm bored, and i'm going to end this here.
love to everyone...
~me
well...tonight i went out with my family, which is kinda a rare thing lately with work and all...it was nice, we went to wendys'[icky] then we went to the movies and saw dreamer...a horsey movie...it was good, but a tear jerker for me. i still feel shitty, and i can't breathe right at all...dk what's up with that.
i really hate myself sometimes...i worry about every damned thing...i can never just have nothing on my mind...it's always something...damned mind! i really don't wanna work tomarrow...damned world and it's greedy money demandingness! i wish it weren't so important, or that you could buy things with huggs...or better yet smiles, no matter how fake they were...that'd be great, we'd all have everything we could ever want. doesn't reality just suck?! since i'm listening to beautiful music...i feel like sharing...this calls for LyRiCs...how exciting!
LeTtEr KiLlS - "hOlD mY hEaRt"
just forget about it, anything i said about i
drive away tonight you think it's fine
you put it all inside and run, and never look behind
it's all the same besides the fact that it's mine
think of me when you dream and you know
i'm wide awake and thinkin of you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want
(x2)
just forget about, set your mark and keep away
the thoughts that are, just the opposite of you
it happens everytime you fall
you write it off and say "well i'll be fine just let me try too"
and sing to me, when you sink
and you know that i'm wide awake and watchin for you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want it
I'm Letting you know now
I'm letting you know now
I'm letting you know now
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait, don't wait, don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
Don't wait just tell me all about it
"fOrGeT dEcEmBeR"-sOcO
On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
All was hopeless in this home
And no one's speaking, no one creeping
to see if she was on the phone
And you were quiet, this routine riot
was all but practical to me
and if we see it, why can't we beat it
can we let each other be?
Forget December, it won't be better
Than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore
New Years Eve came, but nothing had changed
all the problems just got worse
we sat in silence
no routine science could heal the sickness we rehearse
and if I'm talking, my words are mocking
the deaf ears they have fallen on
These words are tainted with years of jaded
Innocence that's all but gone
Forget December, it won't be better
than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore
Forget December, it won't be better
than I remember it before
this month only will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore
Forget December it won't bet better
than I rememebr it before
a silent night won't feel quite right
It's not so silent anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore
On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
all was hopeless in this home
yeah...randomness is quite wonderful...well, i'm bored, and i'm going to end this here.
love to everyone...
~me