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ok...so, i'm calm. but that doesn't by any means mean that i'm better...it's a creepy,quiet,morbid,most likely temporary,calm. and i like it and hate it at the same time. there has been too many things dumped into my lap this weekend, this week.i don't even feel like typing them, maybe i will some other time. i don't really feel like doing much of anything but being held while i cry...which i haven't been in a very long time.
work,sucks...but i should be getting my 1st check soon,it should be fairly good. i need $60 to buy a new identical mp3 player, cause i can't for the life of me find the one my dad brought me, and i feel so shitty about it and i'm tired of not having it. halloween is tomarrow, and life is still boring lol...there's really not much to look forward to this holiday, just seeing everyone...i think we're all still going to jazzie's and then doing something from there...but i'm not sure of course. my costume will be dumb and pointless...i don't even have it all figured out yet, and i will probably look like shit anyways. i plan on being a dead schoolgirl...not japanese like jaz though, just dark,goth i guess you could kind of say...yeah so that's that, and it won't be very good, but oh well.
well, i'm tired of typing,so i think i'm just going to go talk to ambie and listen to the adams song, by blink 182...love to all
x0x0
`tiger
work,sucks...but i should be getting my 1st check soon,it should be fairly good. i need $60 to buy a new identical mp3 player, cause i can't for the life of me find the one my dad brought me, and i feel so shitty about it and i'm tired of not having it. halloween is tomarrow, and life is still boring lol...there's really not much to look forward to this holiday, just seeing everyone...i think we're all still going to jazzie's and then doing something from there...but i'm not sure of course. my costume will be dumb and pointless...i don't even have it all figured out yet, and i will probably look like shit anyways. i plan on being a dead schoolgirl...not japanese like jaz though, just dark,goth i guess you could kind of say...yeah so that's that, and it won't be very good, but oh well.
well, i'm tired of typing,so i think i'm just going to go talk to ambie and listen to the adams song, by blink 182...love to all
x0x0
`tiger