May 12, 2005 19:35
ugh i didn't have a good day at ALL today... just every thing went wrong well not really until 6th hour but yeah but i sware i was like close to balling in orchestra today
1st hour*- sang our songs... i talked to sam b/c kim and taryn wouldn't like talk to me and kept giving me dirty looks... :-( *lst thing gone wrong*
2nd hour*- we worked on our note card crap
3rd hour*- OMG i just relized i forgot my CTI... ugh *theres number 2 for u*
4th hour*- Algebra... i didnt't get my homework theres nothing new and i just offically failed EVERY test since chapter 9 and we're on chapter 12 now... *number 3*
5th hour*- prolly the only hour that was good... i was sooo hyper that hour and everyone kept looking at me and MR KURANT kept yelling at me to calm down... i donno if u consider that bad or not?
6th hour*- okay.. well i started out in a better mood but fucking anthony had to go and ruin everything okay he was acting gay but thats nothing new so i was watching then he's like stop looking at me and so i donno i said some smart ass comment and then hes like ur stupid stop talking to me don't look at me and like all this shit and i was like about ready to ball... and its not b/c he was saying the stuff that got me sooo upset it was b/c like... i've NEVER had a relationship w/ anyone like him and i used to have like we would stay on the phone talking untill like 3 in the morning and he would never ever like hurt me (on purpous) and now it seems to be like his goal in life and it makes me wonder what the fuck i've ever done to him u know?? i donno its not like i like him or nething and yeah i donno what i even did... well i was born... and he did this to me before like he had an excuse then but he doesn't now its just out of being a fucking jerk and u know what?? well i dont wanna say it in here lol *thats number 4-5-and 6*
afterschool*- well i couldn't retake my mathtest*number 7* so i decided to do girls choir it was pretty fun kali did it with me and she came over afterwords once we gave sammi a ride home she did it to but shes saprano1 so we dont sing togeather :( then we took home kali and went to dun dun dun COUNCELING* number 8* we were suposed to be over this shit.. it's b/c im not perfect my parents and i are fine we're accually alot tighter then most.. .so i locked my self in the bathroom and i think i cant go to my horseshow nemore*number 9* ugh well as u can see it was a pretty bad day to day... u can leave comments or call me and that'll cheer me up!
love always
MISS EKK!