Turn For The Worse
So, I am now a victim of the economy. My job has been deminished, deleted, and otherwise erased from existence...along with my paycheck. The market is flooded with people who have degrees and experience, and I'm stuck looking at flipping burgers or bagging groceries (gee, what fun!).
I sometimes wish I smoked pot...it'd feel really good to just veg out, get high, and giggle for a few hours. On the upswing, my libido has returned, and a neighbor and I have begun the flirting game. I feel cocky when I talk to her, which I think she likes, and I over heard her telling her mom that she thought I was cute. The mom was very impressed as well (truth be told, if mom was good looking, I'd make a play for her, too, but sadly, mom is a bit on the heavier side, this girl definitely takes after her father).
Anyway, I am pretty stressed about the money thing. I need a decent job, and soon, but I have no idea where it's going to come from...I'm not really qualified for anything, so it's hard to jump into the corporate world. It's times like this I wish I could go back and redo my childhood all over again...you know, get better grades, get a scholarship to school, be working in a field that pays good salaries, instead of hourly crap, and not being the victim of this crap ass economy (although, that's not a guarantee, at least I wouldn't be as bad off).
I sometimes wish I smoked pot...it'd feel really good to just veg out, get high, and giggle for a few hours. On the upswing, my libido has returned, and a neighbor and I have begun the flirting game. I feel cocky when I talk to her, which I think she likes, and I over heard her telling her mom that she thought I was cute. The mom was very impressed as well (truth be told, if mom was good looking, I'd make a play for her, too, but sadly, mom is a bit on the heavier side, this girl definitely takes after her father).
Anyway, I am pretty stressed about the money thing. I need a decent job, and soon, but I have no idea where it's going to come from...I'm not really qualified for anything, so it's hard to jump into the corporate world. It's times like this I wish I could go back and redo my childhood all over again...you know, get better grades, get a scholarship to school, be working in a field that pays good salaries, instead of hourly crap, and not being the victim of this crap ass economy (although, that's not a guarantee, at least I wouldn't be as bad off).