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[misseddreams]

This is so fucked up. I go with my sister out to but christmas gifts and we go get some crap and then go over my grandmother's house because my Aunt, Uncle, and Cousin's are down for christmas so we're over there a little while and then we come home around 7 and I remembered my favorite old christmas story is on ABC family (you know those old cartoons that they show ever christmas) yeah well we get home my dad's watching this thing on Tech T.V. and I'm like "Dad, can I watch that show on ABC family to get in touch with my childhood?" and he's like not right now. When the fuck am I going to watch it tomorrow? that statement made no sense to me when he said it. later I ask if I can check to see if it's on at a later time and he didn't say anything and I grab the remote and look through the guide and it wasn't on to where I could find it and I said, in the saddest voice, "it's on right now and not on again." and he didn't even look like he payed attention to me. well later the show was over and it was half way through the movie so I figure well I'll see if I can watch the last half, it's better then nothing. We ended up having to turn off the T.V. because my sister had to study for her Exams because she's failing everything possible! I mean she got a fucking F in freshmen Exp. how the hell she did that, I don't know. I've had it this is total bull shit! I mean my dad says I'm the most mature out of the three (the other one's 21 so we can't count her) and this is how he treats me. I mean usually I would just be extreamly happy because being sad sucked so when I was like 2 I was never mad I was always happy and it just kind of stuck! Well it's starting to get on my nerves! Jenn's "too depressed" and Jamie's a drama queen!, Krystal's not even here anymore, My mom is going crazy because Jamie and Jenn are walking all over her and my dad doesn't have a clue what's going on because he's at work all the time! It just makes it harder! this is SHIT! S-H-I-T! SHIT! I mean MY friends suck (not Steph or Mary) My parents suck and My sisters suck! why can't we just have how it use to be when all we cared about was what Barbie was going to where on her date with Ken! and I couldn't remember my phone number! I don't need this! URGH! I'm gonna act like a kid again! so plaease keep sharp pointy objects away from me and make sure you have child proof caps!
well I'm gonna go see what useful object I can hurt myself with bye bye !