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My entry exactly a month ago today is quite depressing.
I was so happy that I'd figured everything out and that I hadn't done anything stupid. I'd had some doubts but I'd held tough and stuck to reason and what I knew deep down that I really cared about and really wanted. On January 10th I guess I felt like I'd made all the right decisions and that everything was going to be okay. What hadn't felt right did again, and my doubts were gone.
It's only fair that he still has his doubts and is holding onto them. I'm sorry that I ever created them.
I was so happy that I'd figured everything out and that I hadn't done anything stupid. I'd had some doubts but I'd held tough and stuck to reason and what I knew deep down that I really cared about and really wanted. On January 10th I guess I felt like I'd made all the right decisions and that everything was going to be okay. What hadn't felt right did again, and my doubts were gone.
It's only fair that he still has his doubts and is holding onto them. I'm sorry that I ever created them.