off the mountain
I can't wait for Friday to get here!! I need a break!!
I think I may have failed a Trig test today, o well. -but i did pass my Anatomy test- YAY.
On a sadder note. I went back to Tuscaloosa for Easter to watch my Mommie sing and well, I found out some sad news. I found out that a very close friend of mine had passed away before Christmas. His name was Shawn. He had a lot of problems with his kidneys and he's better off now but I miss him. My mom never told me because she was afraid of how upset I'd get. ((espically with what I was going through over Christmas)) But it was my fault for not visiting there like I should. I miss Nathan and Beth so much. My stepdad told me that Nathan asks about me EVERY day and he even prays about me every night. My stepdad and I settled our differences and he even told me that my mom really does want to work everything out between the two of us. I feel so awful for staying away for so long. I've hurt Nathan and Beth more than anyone and they don't deserve it. I'm gonna try to stay in Tuscaloosa a lot this summer and start visiting regularly from now on. I don't want to miss out on anymore of them growing up.
come again and tell me
where you want to go
what it means for me
to be with you alone
close the door and
no one has to know
how we are
-RHCP ROCK!
Anyways, there's a lot of things bothering me right now. One thing in particular. Some of you may know what I'm talking about. Everyone's given me their own advice (which is all the same). But I feel so lost. I realy don't know what to do. I just want to be happy again. TRULY HAPPY!! I hate to complain- but that's all I can do. I just don't want to dissapoint everyone. ((since I'm so good at doing that))
someone just tell me what to do......
I leave you with a quote from a friend in Tuscaloosa:
"It's better to be pissed off than pissed on."- Josh McCool
I think I may have failed a Trig test today, o well. -but i did pass my Anatomy test- YAY.
On a sadder note. I went back to Tuscaloosa for Easter to watch my Mommie sing and well, I found out some sad news. I found out that a very close friend of mine had passed away before Christmas. His name was Shawn. He had a lot of problems with his kidneys and he's better off now but I miss him. My mom never told me because she was afraid of how upset I'd get. ((espically with what I was going through over Christmas)) But it was my fault for not visiting there like I should. I miss Nathan and Beth so much. My stepdad told me that Nathan asks about me EVERY day and he even prays about me every night. My stepdad and I settled our differences and he even told me that my mom really does want to work everything out between the two of us. I feel so awful for staying away for so long. I've hurt Nathan and Beth more than anyone and they don't deserve it. I'm gonna try to stay in Tuscaloosa a lot this summer and start visiting regularly from now on. I don't want to miss out on anymore of them growing up.
come again and tell me
where you want to go
what it means for me
to be with you alone
close the door and
no one has to know
how we are
-RHCP ROCK!
Anyways, there's a lot of things bothering me right now. One thing in particular. Some of you may know what I'm talking about. Everyone's given me their own advice (which is all the same). But I feel so lost. I realy don't know what to do. I just want to be happy again. TRULY HAPPY!! I hate to complain- but that's all I can do. I just don't want to dissapoint everyone. ((since I'm so good at doing that))
someone just tell me what to do......
I leave you with a quote from a friend in Tuscaloosa:
"It's better to be pissed off than pissed on."- Josh McCool