ANC CONCERT
was okay.... there was a party at this girl Megan Brown's house in Tribeca which was a little further uptown than where we were to begin with but didnt end up going... instead, crashed at Julia's hosue with Erica... staying up even later than we got in just laughing at absolutely nothing. then got up in the morning and left with erica at like 8 to go home, showered, got dressed and went to Jeff's house... mmmm, i love you baby. That pretty much sums up the most of my weeekend. hehe, i'm reali happy... i never thought that i could be happy and i never thought that life would kinda turn around and things would go the way i kinda wanted them to. Sometime's life can be completely golden... but u should alays learn to treasure those times because one day golden, the very next day hell. Miss martina, merrilee and bianca like crazy.. Fieldston isnt the same and all that time at the ANC concert i was thinking about how much more fun i could have if they were there considering that martina's two husbands were there and i just felt like things would've been so much more fun... god i miss you guys!!!
my relationship is going really good... i can see this lasting for a while because i can't see us ever being just friends. I still have my bad past and i still have my fears but i'm learning to try and not think about them as much becasue this guy deserves to have an amazing girlfriend and deserves to be loved just as much as the love he's giving. I just have to be more open but god i really really really have strong feelings for him. feelings that no one can take away and feelings that will probably always be there... ah, so happy
Kyla told me about this song called "dance with the devil" by immortal technique... she lent me her CD player on friday during lunch and i sat on the steps by the nurse to listen to it and i broke down crying. It was such a sad song and had such a strong meaning... and it was a TRUE STORY!! it was incredibly sad but i cant say what the song was reali about because then there would be no point in you listening to it. just remember... "DANCE WITH THE DEVIL" by IMMORTAL TECHINIQUE... so so so so so sad.
Thinking about everyone and how they're doing... love you all!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXO (~~~~~ IT GOES ON ~~~~)
~*~eBbY~*~
my relationship is going really good... i can see this lasting for a while because i can't see us ever being just friends. I still have my bad past and i still have my fears but i'm learning to try and not think about them as much becasue this guy deserves to have an amazing girlfriend and deserves to be loved just as much as the love he's giving. I just have to be more open but god i really really really have strong feelings for him. feelings that no one can take away and feelings that will probably always be there... ah, so happy
Kyla told me about this song called "dance with the devil" by immortal technique... she lent me her CD player on friday during lunch and i sat on the steps by the nurse to listen to it and i broke down crying. It was such a sad song and had such a strong meaning... and it was a TRUE STORY!! it was incredibly sad but i cant say what the song was reali about because then there would be no point in you listening to it. just remember... "DANCE WITH THE DEVIL" by IMMORTAL TECHINIQUE... so so so so so sad.
Thinking about everyone and how they're doing... love you all!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXO (~~~~~ IT GOES ON ~~~~)
~*~eBbY~*~