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i hardly never write in this thing anymore. i browsed through entries from this time last year and so many things have changed. it made me feel a little nostalgic. i feel like i need something new in my life right now. everything is going well, i just need something new. i have a wonderful boyfriend that i can truly say that i love, my friends are amazing, school, aside from the occasional slacking, is going well and I like most of my classes. Band is iffy. but it's almost over, and I've decided that I'm not going to participate in it next year. Maybe my need for something new is coming with the changing season. It finally got cold yesterday. It officially feels like fall. I also saw a christmas commercial on the television earlier. time is flying by. I am really starting to feel old. It's hitting me that some of my closest friends will be graduating this year. I'll be a senior next year. Not only can I not believe that, what i do believe of it, scares me out of my mind. It seems like these days would never come, and they've come and gone so quickly. I went to a movie last night and they were carding. First thought that ran through my mind was "crap, i don't have I.D." then i realized I was 17. i could get into the movie without a problem. i know it seems really small and stupid, but it was just another thing forcing me to realize that I was growing up. Now don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled to be getting older. I am excited to go to college and accomplish my goals. I can't wait to get out of the dramas of highschool. Everything just seems so unreal.