It was December or January. I was over my best friend's house. She invited a boy over. I had unfortunely spent time alone with him before. Maybe I led him on (if it is at all possible to be provacative at thirteen years old). He brought alcohol that night- a 40oz. of peppermint shnapps. We drank. I drank. A lot. I sat down on the sofa in my friend's basement. Everything is black from that moment on
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That's so terrible... I think if I were you, I'd ask for the records, just to settle my mind. It's clear you were violated by this boy, but for me, I think it would be easier to handle if I knew the whole story... on the other hand, your mind has a way of blocking things you really shouldn't remember...
I'm really glad you had the chance to get it out... I hope that in some way, reading other stories helped somehow... that you aren't alone, that terible things can happen to good people who most of all, don't deserve it.
i am a crisis counselor....talk to someone. talk to someone you trust. only listen to people who don't blame you. put the pieces together so you can start healing. i am sorry this happened to you. SPEAK UP! SPEAK LOUD! You deserve to be heard!
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I think if I were you, I'd ask for the records, just to settle my mind. It's clear you were violated by this boy, but for me, I think it would be easier to handle if I knew the whole story... on the other hand, your mind has a way of blocking things you really shouldn't remember...
I'm really glad you had the chance to get it out... I hope that in some way, reading other stories helped somehow... that you aren't alone, that terible things can happen to good people who most of all, don't deserve it.
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--june.
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