Before I forget
Im just putting this here so I dont forget it before I can tell it to, or kyle reads this himself..
Dream time with Nicole!
Im sitting near a pool at a sort of camping cabin/resort out in the woods. There are people wandering around me, and out of those people comes my sister. She sits next to me and says "hey, did you know that the circus is in town?". I shake my head no and she goes on "You should totally bring Kyle with you". I stare at her with a confused look and she says "yeah, Kyle, he's here you know. He's inside." and she gets up and leaves me there. After a moment I get up and head inside the large cabin type building and wander around a bit. I go up some stairs and see him standing down the hall a bit. I take off at a run and do one of those run-jump-hugs and pin him against a door frame. He looks down at me grinning and says something about getting him wet, because im still wearing my bathing suit which is soaked. I glare at him and tell him once im changed we're going to the circus. He agrees and follows me to my room.
Flash over to a new scene. it's twilight, I'm holding Kyle's hand dragging him through a small town. It must be an old town because the streets are cobble stone and the buildings look old and homey. We're heading up a hill when I stop and point at a massive, and very creepy looking tent and say "there it is, that must be it". I try to move forward but he stops me and pulls me back to him and tells me to look behind us. Hes pointing to the mountains that seem to circle the town. Theyre like... abnormally big as mountains go, and they seem to be closing in on the town even though theyre not moving. By this time its night and the sky above the mountains is perfectly clear and full of stars. Its one of those amazing skies with the black and purple and blue that you only see in those deep space photos.By this point, the clothes we're wearing suddenly become apparent to me. Im wearing the same long flowy dress as I wore in the vampire dream a long time back, and he's dressed in a very nice black outfit. Not sure why the clothes suddenly stuck out to me though.. Anyways. I start to head towards the giant circus tent and he stops me again, but this time he's backing me up against a building, pinning me there. I'm looking up at him with a bit of a scared look on my face, as he is much larger than me, but he reaches up to stick his hands behind my head and then leans down and kisses me. I've got my eyes closed through the duration of the kiss, but when I finally open them he's gone and im standing in the dark alone...
Now, As soon as I woke up from this one I was wide awake. I got right out of bed and grabbed paper, pen and dream dictionary. For whatever reason, I needed to know what was going on with this one. Kyle has....visited my dreams before, but this one was far more vivid and life like than any of the others... So, I wrote down some of the key things that came back to me, and looked to see what they were.
Woods- looking for a new direction in life
Pool- looking for ways to cleanse oneself of past misfortune
Finding/Looking- moving forward in life
Reoccurring Person (Kyle)- a major person to the subconscience
Sister- rivalry
Circus- one's life is out of control
Mountains- challenges in life we must face
Villages/Towns- restrictions and rules
Hugging- trying to keep that person or thing as close to the heart as possible
Cabin- self reliance, looking for freedom
Kissing had multiple meanings: 1) Kissing someone elses boyfriend- Jealousy and desire for that person's affection; 2) Kissing a very close friend- respect and adoration for that person
What does all that mean to me? Apparently im not happy with my current status is life and I want a change.... I like to think that dreams do not tell ones future, but is your subconscience telling you things that you dont realize yourself.
Dream time with Nicole!
Im sitting near a pool at a sort of camping cabin/resort out in the woods. There are people wandering around me, and out of those people comes my sister. She sits next to me and says "hey, did you know that the circus is in town?". I shake my head no and she goes on "You should totally bring Kyle with you". I stare at her with a confused look and she says "yeah, Kyle, he's here you know. He's inside." and she gets up and leaves me there. After a moment I get up and head inside the large cabin type building and wander around a bit. I go up some stairs and see him standing down the hall a bit. I take off at a run and do one of those run-jump-hugs and pin him against a door frame. He looks down at me grinning and says something about getting him wet, because im still wearing my bathing suit which is soaked. I glare at him and tell him once im changed we're going to the circus. He agrees and follows me to my room.
Flash over to a new scene. it's twilight, I'm holding Kyle's hand dragging him through a small town. It must be an old town because the streets are cobble stone and the buildings look old and homey. We're heading up a hill when I stop and point at a massive, and very creepy looking tent and say "there it is, that must be it". I try to move forward but he stops me and pulls me back to him and tells me to look behind us. Hes pointing to the mountains that seem to circle the town. Theyre like... abnormally big as mountains go, and they seem to be closing in on the town even though theyre not moving. By this time its night and the sky above the mountains is perfectly clear and full of stars. Its one of those amazing skies with the black and purple and blue that you only see in those deep space photos.By this point, the clothes we're wearing suddenly become apparent to me. Im wearing the same long flowy dress as I wore in the vampire dream a long time back, and he's dressed in a very nice black outfit. Not sure why the clothes suddenly stuck out to me though.. Anyways. I start to head towards the giant circus tent and he stops me again, but this time he's backing me up against a building, pinning me there. I'm looking up at him with a bit of a scared look on my face, as he is much larger than me, but he reaches up to stick his hands behind my head and then leans down and kisses me. I've got my eyes closed through the duration of the kiss, but when I finally open them he's gone and im standing in the dark alone...
Now, As soon as I woke up from this one I was wide awake. I got right out of bed and grabbed paper, pen and dream dictionary. For whatever reason, I needed to know what was going on with this one. Kyle has....visited my dreams before, but this one was far more vivid and life like than any of the others... So, I wrote down some of the key things that came back to me, and looked to see what they were.
Woods- looking for a new direction in life
Pool- looking for ways to cleanse oneself of past misfortune
Finding/Looking- moving forward in life
Reoccurring Person (Kyle)- a major person to the subconscience
Sister- rivalry
Circus- one's life is out of control
Mountains- challenges in life we must face
Villages/Towns- restrictions and rules
Hugging- trying to keep that person or thing as close to the heart as possible
Cabin- self reliance, looking for freedom
Kissing had multiple meanings: 1) Kissing someone elses boyfriend- Jealousy and desire for that person's affection; 2) Kissing a very close friend- respect and adoration for that person
What does all that mean to me? Apparently im not happy with my current status is life and I want a change.... I like to think that dreams do not tell ones future, but is your subconscience telling you things that you dont realize yourself.