ladadada
dear friend,
ive been thinking and ur actions are killing me. everyday never knowing what u are doing and what new thing will arise, although u say there can be nothing new. ur momentary apathy is ruining u, me, and melinda. i do not know wat to do anymore and i dont knof if u have realized my shift in behavior. im dissapointed and just upset with the situation. i love you so much, somehow we became inseperable and now im standing at this place where i have to do something or that might change. ive decided im going to be a dance movement therapist and help several patients from children to mentally challenged patients, but most of all i want to help substance abuse patients. im bout to cry right now, u have no idea the importance that this has on my life. i have dealt with this before from other ppl, just as close to me, but for some reason ur different. idk if the other person stopped or if they are lying to me, but u uuuuuuuuuuuu u know i hate liars. that was wat hurt me the most. im only there to support you, and love you. ive accepted u for everything u were thus far, now idk wat else to do because im afraid u wont be the only one that gets hurt in the end. i pray for you every night, i knwo that doesnt mean anything to you. but to me it does. i love you, please change.
melissa
ive been thinking and ur actions are killing me. everyday never knowing what u are doing and what new thing will arise, although u say there can be nothing new. ur momentary apathy is ruining u, me, and melinda. i do not know wat to do anymore and i dont knof if u have realized my shift in behavior. im dissapointed and just upset with the situation. i love you so much, somehow we became inseperable and now im standing at this place where i have to do something or that might change. ive decided im going to be a dance movement therapist and help several patients from children to mentally challenged patients, but most of all i want to help substance abuse patients. im bout to cry right now, u have no idea the importance that this has on my life. i have dealt with this before from other ppl, just as close to me, but for some reason ur different. idk if the other person stopped or if they are lying to me, but u uuuuuuuuuuuu u know i hate liars. that was wat hurt me the most. im only there to support you, and love you. ive accepted u for everything u were thus far, now idk wat else to do because im afraid u wont be the only one that gets hurt in the end. i pray for you every night, i knwo that doesnt mean anything to you. but to me it does. i love you, please change.
melissa