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Jan 02, 2005 01:31

Title= random cranium puzzle, u would know if u were there. Moving on.
So today is new years day. I warn you this may turn out to be a mighty long entry, i am in the mood to indulge myself in the live journal realm. ok. and my sentences are usually random and do not fit ok anyway.
first, 2004 is over, let me tell you this is the first year that i have sat back and thought about wat this year has meant to me, and wow a lot came up. its weird because never before have i actually done this but this year was so important in my life and so much happened i changed so much that it was kind of inevitable that i would look back on it and think about everything, plus thats just the type of person i am. 2004 was filled wit so many memories. i was a senior, did fearless, graduated, prom, prom weekend ,cabins holla, last antioch, started college, made new friends, missed my old ones, moved away home, learned a whole new level of responsibility, started to learn a lot about myself and others, lost some friends, but cherish those that stuck around, got my own room (finally),saw john mayer TWice hehe, learned a little bit more about love, like, crushes, infatuation, etc. lol well u get the idea, ill be here for ages if i keep going on about 2004. but its so sad to think of. how in one years time so much has changed. when the clock struck 12 on 2003 i was a completley different person, different goals and problems and ideas in general. but i dont think its a coincidence that the people on my mind from year to year have been the same ever present figures in my life. what i would do with out my family and the selected few outside members i dont know. some may come and some may go but i know i have those strong rooted relationships that can withstand most anything. and they have proved themselves this year. but, anyway its all so nostalgic and bittersweet. wow. how do u measure a year lol...u rent freaks got that one. ok well. i love you 2004, so far a fantastic year with many rewards and toils, u will be missed, moving on.
Today we went to ashley's house to get starbucks and play cranium and psychiatrist, our new fav games. i rule at all lol. but yea. it was great being with these ppl. squishing 8 substantialy sized men and women into a jetta lol to go to hoboken. i def. created a memory for that one. it was awesome. the only sad thing is that ash is leaving to ohio tom. and its sad cuz she is the first to go and wont be back till late spring. damn. tear. well. i dont know wat im feelings right now to many emotions to describe, but yea so i wont even try because no one will pick up every single one, so there is no point. but yea...ok sorry to end it so blah for anyone who has read this far...if its lauren, [print this out, putit in ur book lol...love you all muahz xoxo
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