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That's it...
Everyone hates me. Don't even try it... they do!... I do nothing wrong, and get dumped on in return. I know I deserve to be treated way better, but no... no one reciprocates nor cares.
If anyone knows who they are, they'll comment. (then again, i'm hated, so does it matter?) But I don't know why I bother. And no, it's not just one person I'm talking about... it's a few.
This is my first reality rant in a while, brought upon by many feelings of others. Yep as usual, typical me... the concerened one. Up at 2:30 am on a school night, worried about SOMEONE ELSE. While they probably aren't even thinking about it... and I'm here shaking.
I wanted to apologize to everyone who hates me... I wish it could be more detailed, other than... I don't know what I do wrong.
Sorry for putting people through mindless crap, sorry you wasted time talking to me, because I'm apparently worthless.
Sorry for going to see Clay so many times and making you listen to my stories. Sorry that he does a lot of shows in So. Cal, and that I went to too many. But the oppertunities were there, and I went.
I've always told everyone who has asked me, that if you want something bad enough, you can make it happen. Don't ever put your head down, because you can achieve anything.
But yet, I get dumped on... surprise, no. I shouldn't be apologizing for any of this... but in some cases for some people, I HAVE to.
I don't know where this leads me to next. Distant relationships with some, getting of my ass and out into the world, who the hell knows.
But just know... whoever you are out there (we know) that I'm fine. What's left of this is in your hands.
Because if you know me, I'm a forgiving person. So I'm over it, and gone... and just waiting.
I'm hurt.
I'm done.
Everyone hates me. Don't even try it... they do!... I do nothing wrong, and get dumped on in return. I know I deserve to be treated way better, but no... no one reciprocates nor cares.
If anyone knows who they are, they'll comment. (then again, i'm hated, so does it matter?) But I don't know why I bother. And no, it's not just one person I'm talking about... it's a few.
This is my first reality rant in a while, brought upon by many feelings of others. Yep as usual, typical me... the concerened one. Up at 2:30 am on a school night, worried about SOMEONE ELSE. While they probably aren't even thinking about it... and I'm here shaking.
I wanted to apologize to everyone who hates me... I wish it could be more detailed, other than... I don't know what I do wrong.
Sorry for putting people through mindless crap, sorry you wasted time talking to me, because I'm apparently worthless.
Sorry for going to see Clay so many times and making you listen to my stories. Sorry that he does a lot of shows in So. Cal, and that I went to too many. But the oppertunities were there, and I went.
I've always told everyone who has asked me, that if you want something bad enough, you can make it happen. Don't ever put your head down, because you can achieve anything.
But yet, I get dumped on... surprise, no. I shouldn't be apologizing for any of this... but in some cases for some people, I HAVE to.
I don't know where this leads me to next. Distant relationships with some, getting of my ass and out into the world, who the hell knows.
But just know... whoever you are out there (we know) that I'm fine. What's left of this is in your hands.
Because if you know me, I'm a forgiving person. So I'm over it, and gone... and just waiting.
I'm hurt.
I'm done.