May 04, 2006 18:10
schools almost over and that means senior years coming up fast. I dont think i can handle it...my grades arent the best at the minute but are usually good and i havent done really anything at cary so its not looking good for college, and to make it even better today after school my mom told me that im most likely not going to get into college. she said i need to think about community college and im NOT going to community college. another thing is is that i dont know if i want to go to college here or in michigan or somewhere else. i dont know what the point would be going back to michigan would it be worth it?
i realize how much i wanted to leave michigan before we found out we were moving and now i feel so sutpid because yeah i thought michigan sucked and i know alot of people do too but like i hate the way people see michigan like its a bad place or something. in my computer apps class we had to pick states to do a presentation on and i picked michigan and the teacher was like why? it just pissed me off. i know everybody wants to leave michigan but you wont like it once you do i promise.
i saw something today and it made me think about how different people are it kinda made me sad but like then again its no surprise... haha i know nobody knows what im takling about but like i feel like i need to say that