Dec 27, 2006 10:11
Just a reminder to myself, if nobody else, that leaving things the same for years does not help me become a happier person.
Some things in my life are going fairly well. I have not gotten fired and even got a $400 bonus award for software developement of the automated testing software.
Due to health issues I can not handle the long hours required to do the Masters Degree. I had an A in the course but dropped it. Now is not the time.
Socially I have been living in a little box most of the time. Visited friends in VA in Sept and they visited here in Oct. We had a CWAL WoW get together in NYC over Thanksgiving break that was fun and we have another planned for Jan 6-7 in DC. Otherwise though my only social interaction was with my housemate (undertow) and Scott.
I am changing this. I have tried very hard to preserve feelings that might be hurt by me leaving folks out and having my OWN social life. I am done with this. I will still try to be nice about it but will be reclaiming my own life.
This post is in large part to remind me that sometimes I have to do what makes me happy instead of fixing things for everyone else.