Ugh
Holy crap
I have had so much of my childhood sex abuse be UP lately and fuxk I'm so tired of having to navigate the damage and it's effects on me.
It helps to have a feminist/philosophy brilliant academic sweetheart slash poetry whore to navigate the terrain with but I am so DOnE with the physical effects of the damage and how repressed/cut off I often feel from feeling anything below the neck...
can I have a physical repatterning now please? Can I move forward from some of this shame for 2017? I would be ever. So. Grateful.
I want full access
Orgasms that I dont run away from in fear of what is behind them. I want to trust that feeling pleasure is not only socially and physically acceptable but also emotionally safe.