i want.
i want to never look at another spreadsheet or bank statement again. i want to run away and spend a summer picking fruit and exploring australia. i want to party it up in new york. i want a vegetable garden. i want to bake my own bread. i want to wake up curled up in bed with someone. i want to make my own clothes. i want to catch a train to sydney just to hang out with friends for the weekend. i want to get rid of any book i'm embarrassed to have on my shelf. i want to cook all my own food. i want to write a novel. or several. i want to run a six-minute mile. i want to read all the books i haven't but pretend to have read. i want to learn about philosophy. i want to go to carnivale. mardi gras. all the folk festivals ever.
i want i want i want.
i want i want i want.