My babies

[missbobzilla]

I woke up not long ago and Midnight was still curled up at the foot of my bed. When I said "Ok, baby. Time to get down mommy need to get up." She was not moving and was actually laying on my feet. Then when Fluffy heard me say Midnight she came charging in and jumped up in the bed. She parked herself in front of my chest, flopping down and leaning up on me. I tried to get her to move but she was having none of that. So Midnight joined in, it was surprisingly hard to get out of bed with a standard poodle and a pit making sure you stay in the bed. Cute and annoying at the same time. Same as when I was here the first night. I was sleeping on the couch till we could get my bedroom ready. When I woke up in the morning the first thing I saw Fluffy staring at me, close to my face. As soon as my eyes opened I hear her tail whacking the floor and got a BIG lick on the face. It was like she was sitting there waiting to say good-morning as soon as I woke up. lol

I am still upset about Michael and I. My trust must not break despite the situation. My heart is still stewing in my stomach acids. I am lost w/o him and we never "broke up" and faithfulness should not be an issue. Still the insecurity about how I teated him, especially the last day I was there.