Shit Duck Fuck, What Have I Done???????
I finally fucked up. I push Michael away. I'm am almost %100 that we were always together for this short trip to my parent. I don't blame him that I left I did it.
Our roommate got home last night. I texted Michael that I wanted to come home as soon as possible. He said "I don't want you rushing...I want you sure that you're in the right mind"
Is it unreasonable that I have a fear they "hooked" up together. I can't stand thinking of Michael with another woman. I think we both knew I was coming over he after that shot fit I thew at Michael. Were we still together, were we apart with the option to see other people? I should trust him more, but I can NOT handle him with another woman, I am crying now!!!
Our roommate got home last night. I texted Michael that I wanted to come home as soon as possible. He said "I don't want you rushing...I want you sure that you're in the right mind"
Is it unreasonable that I have a fear they "hooked" up together. I can't stand thinking of Michael with another woman. I think we both knew I was coming over he after that shot fit I thew at Michael. Were we still together, were we apart with the option to see other people? I should trust him more, but I can NOT handle him with another woman, I am crying now!!!