It's Official: My Life Sucks
Once again, I'll be talking about the (few) rays of sunshine in my life first before I go on to the really depressing stuff. Why? I dunno. I just like torturing myself, I guess.
Anyway, last week, I was happy to learn that Dissidia 012 is coming down here for sale. Granted, I might have been able to buy it online, but I wanna support my electronic stores as much as I can, least what happed to Sam Goody happens to FYE. That game is one of the few rays of sunlight in my light, even more so since it's coming out on my birthday. (It makes me feel like my birth is important, even if it's just because of the date.) I'm gonna download the demo Dissidia 012 Prologus on Tuesday (I heard you can get Aerith as a DL Assistant that way. ^__^)--I just hope I have enough money. I've actually been using my PS3 more these days. Mainly I'm downloading useless games and movies and cartoons from my childhood. I might get Coraline next. I heard it's kinda scary though, for a kid's flick. If not that, then maybe Tron or something else. As for the games, I've downloaded Petz Dogz Family (Stupid dogs don't breed you wanna), Record of Agarest War (Stupid girls affection changes for things that...don't relate to spoken out issues...not to mention some events can only be seen when you're on a certain turn.), Phantom Brave: Heroes of the Hermuda Triangle (I was gonna play for just Another Marona, but changed my mind and played the main story for nostalgia's sake.), Plants vs. Zombies (It's...surprisingly fun. But the size of my TV screen makes it hard to read some things likie how the plants work.), and TestYourself Psychology Test (It said I thinkk I'm retarded... It (or me) might be right though...).
Aside from my PS3, I've taken a shot at computer games. No, not those flash games that people play online or an MMO. I bought Shira Oka: Second Chances, a stat-raising sim/visual novel game. I bought it because it's one of the few visual novel-like games that doesn't have hentai porn scenes and intense violence (I once saw the endings for School Days and Higurashi online...dear God, I was so turned off by it, I wound up looking through my manga collection for nicer, happier (less insane) characters. Unfortunately, the game is difficult for me to get into. There are...gimmicks. Your character is a loser who starts out sucking at everything. As the school year goes on, you're expected to do better and better (in the first year, a 15 stat rating is a B, second year it's a C, and I guess in the third, it's a D or F. -___-). There are...two characters that REALLY annoy me...even if they do have a point, they said the main character was a loser when he was out for three weeks with a serious illness--the guy's the worst because he's always hitting on girls and trying to look good in front of certain ones. In one scenario, he said he hated an idea for a cultural festival, but as soon as one of the girls he wanted said she liked it, he said he came up with it. The douche... Uh, where was I? Yeah, I'm probably gonna remove the game and stop playing it unless someone can give me a freaking guide...
Now on to the bane of my existence... College. Before I said it was school, but now, it's college hands down. I just don't think I'm a college person... When I think about it, I only went because I thought that was what I was supposed to do, y'know? You go to school and then you go to college and then you get a job and that's it to life. Not to mention, that I assumed that was what people wanted for me. They kept saying I was so smart, I should go to college, but...college is more than just writing and reading chapters. They expect work. They expect you to go to places and pay out of your own pocket to see things like concerts and art musuems and trips and plays for the sake of grades. Some teachers have rules like if one piece of work is missing, not matter how insignificant it is, you get an incomplete and that's it... I mean, just my current English class has successfully made me lose my interest in writing...anything. Fan fiction, stories, even journal entries. I was gonna post on Spring Break, but I spent the entire time sleeping in and questioning the state of my life.
I wanna stay at home in my bed for easter break, but my sister won't let me stay home alone while she's on St. Croix, so she's gonna drag me with her. I have to deal with my family again for the year... And what's worst is that one of my sisters kept telling me about finding a minor...and I don't even know what else I'm interested in, let alone good at. I wish there were some way to find out, but let's be realistic. Maybe it would be best if I just dropped out of college...
Anyway, last week, I was happy to learn that Dissidia 012 is coming down here for sale. Granted, I might have been able to buy it online, but I wanna support my electronic stores as much as I can, least what happed to Sam Goody happens to FYE. That game is one of the few rays of sunlight in my light, even more so since it's coming out on my birthday. (It makes me feel like my birth is important, even if it's just because of the date.) I'm gonna download the demo Dissidia 012 Prologus on Tuesday (I heard you can get Aerith as a DL Assistant that way. ^__^)--I just hope I have enough money. I've actually been using my PS3 more these days. Mainly I'm downloading useless games and movies and cartoons from my childhood. I might get Coraline next. I heard it's kinda scary though, for a kid's flick. If not that, then maybe Tron or something else. As for the games, I've downloaded Petz Dogz Family (Stupid dogs don't breed you wanna), Record of Agarest War (Stupid girls affection changes for things that...don't relate to spoken out issues...not to mention some events can only be seen when you're on a certain turn.), Phantom Brave: Heroes of the Hermuda Triangle (I was gonna play for just Another Marona, but changed my mind and played the main story for nostalgia's sake.), Plants vs. Zombies (It's...surprisingly fun. But the size of my TV screen makes it hard to read some things likie how the plants work.), and TestYourself Psychology Test (It said I thinkk I'm retarded... It (or me) might be right though...).
Aside from my PS3, I've taken a shot at computer games. No, not those flash games that people play online or an MMO. I bought Shira Oka: Second Chances, a stat-raising sim/visual novel game. I bought it because it's one of the few visual novel-like games that doesn't have hentai porn scenes and intense violence (I once saw the endings for School Days and Higurashi online...dear God, I was so turned off by it, I wound up looking through my manga collection for nicer, happier (less insane) characters. Unfortunately, the game is difficult for me to get into. There are...gimmicks. Your character is a loser who starts out sucking at everything. As the school year goes on, you're expected to do better and better (in the first year, a 15 stat rating is a B, second year it's a C, and I guess in the third, it's a D or F. -___-). There are...two characters that REALLY annoy me...even if they do have a point, they said the main character was a loser when he was out for three weeks with a serious illness--the guy's the worst because he's always hitting on girls and trying to look good in front of certain ones. In one scenario, he said he hated an idea for a cultural festival, but as soon as one of the girls he wanted said she liked it, he said he came up with it. The douche... Uh, where was I? Yeah, I'm probably gonna remove the game and stop playing it unless someone can give me a freaking guide...
Now on to the bane of my existence... College. Before I said it was school, but now, it's college hands down. I just don't think I'm a college person... When I think about it, I only went because I thought that was what I was supposed to do, y'know? You go to school and then you go to college and then you get a job and that's it to life. Not to mention, that I assumed that was what people wanted for me. They kept saying I was so smart, I should go to college, but...college is more than just writing and reading chapters. They expect work. They expect you to go to places and pay out of your own pocket to see things like concerts and art musuems and trips and plays for the sake of grades. Some teachers have rules like if one piece of work is missing, not matter how insignificant it is, you get an incomplete and that's it... I mean, just my current English class has successfully made me lose my interest in writing...anything. Fan fiction, stories, even journal entries. I was gonna post on Spring Break, but I spent the entire time sleeping in and questioning the state of my life.
I wanna stay at home in my bed for easter break, but my sister won't let me stay home alone while she's on St. Croix, so she's gonna drag me with her. I have to deal with my family again for the year... And what's worst is that one of my sisters kept telling me about finding a minor...and I don't even know what else I'm interested in, let alone good at. I wish there were some way to find out, but let's be realistic. Maybe it would be best if I just dropped out of college...