detroit :)

Sep 09, 2005 08:16

i'm at adam's again. i just didn't want to be alone yesterday after the doctor's. i seriously hope i'm not seeing him too often. i'm not looking to scare him off. like molly says, "this is a good one." having him around puts me at ease. i want to move out here but i don't want him to freak out like jon did and push me away. ugh! see what you boys do to me!! it is a bit soon, i haven't known adam that long, but i'm NOT happy about the distance. it really bugs me. not to the point where i won't try 100% for things to work out! i just would prefer to have a normal relationship where we don't have to cram in our time together and can just have spur of the moment time. i can't surprise him with lunch at the office or dinner at home or anything like that. booo.

ok, enough worrying. about that anyway... i'm a bit worried about this moderate dysplasia crap. i'm not freaking out but i'm not happy that i'm most likely going to have to go through some sort of procedure. yuk. it's so gross too. EWWWWWWWW.
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