i'm 26. now what?
i don't know if i feel 26.
i had a nice birthday this year. i wasn't expecting jon to take my birthday seriously, as most new boyfriends don't. i was pleasantly surprised! i never expect big presents or anything because it is right after xmas. but he's so cute! he told me happy birthday like a million times. that's all i want. i am very happy. i'm very lucky to have found him. thank god for porn sites! hahaha
scott is happy with rebecca. deep down this does make me happy. on the surface this pisses me off. only because he can tell me how broken up and in love with me he still is and then move in with her. i know that he will be happy with her but i think i'm being a bit selfish that it wasn't like that with us. it seems that i'll date someone and it won't work out but it paves the way for the next girl to have the best relationship with them. i'm sick of getting the shitty part of a guy's life! the part where they don't have any money or time or still love someone else or it's their first relationship...WTF?
i do honestly believe it is different with jon. it's difficult for me to exactly place how i fell about him. i'm still a bit jealous but it's really not as much as i thought i would be for him being so freakin handsome. with other guys i dated i still felt the competition with other girls that would be around. i don't with jon. well, i do out of habit but he's very good about letting me know that i am important to him. i hope that he knows just how important he is to me. very.
i had a nice birthday this year. i wasn't expecting jon to take my birthday seriously, as most new boyfriends don't. i was pleasantly surprised! i never expect big presents or anything because it is right after xmas. but he's so cute! he told me happy birthday like a million times. that's all i want. i am very happy. i'm very lucky to have found him. thank god for porn sites! hahaha
scott is happy with rebecca. deep down this does make me happy. on the surface this pisses me off. only because he can tell me how broken up and in love with me he still is and then move in with her. i know that he will be happy with her but i think i'm being a bit selfish that it wasn't like that with us. it seems that i'll date someone and it won't work out but it paves the way for the next girl to have the best relationship with them. i'm sick of getting the shitty part of a guy's life! the part where they don't have any money or time or still love someone else or it's their first relationship...WTF?
i do honestly believe it is different with jon. it's difficult for me to exactly place how i fell about him. i'm still a bit jealous but it's really not as much as i thought i would be for him being so freakin handsome. with other guys i dated i still felt the competition with other girls that would be around. i don't with jon. well, i do out of habit but he's very good about letting me know that i am important to him. i hope that he knows just how important he is to me. very.