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So I had a really good show tonight. I thought it went better than last night. But no one has come to see me in it yet... which is disheartening. And then I had a pretty bad night, and was feeling insecure. But then my dear friend Christopher Jay called me and we had a good lil chat and he definitely cheered me up. And then I started reading this new book that George Lopez, the incredibly talented organist at my church, told me I just had to read: "The Creative Habit" by Twyla Tharp. ANd I have gotten through a chapter and a half and I am really into it already. this quote I have already put as my away message, in my profile and on facebook:
The best you can do is remind yourself that you're a good person with good intentions. You're trying to create unity, not discord. See the curtain call. See the people standing up. Hear the crowd roaring.
and it really related to the way I was feeling tonight. And I found great comfort in it... I hope I end up being a person a want to be... I mean I think I will... but some people are hard. I will have faith though.
Oooh,also I talked with another good friend tonight, and she said some things that I didn't necessarily expect to come from her, and that was really sort of cool and encouraging. I am glad we sort of understand eachother in a way not many understand us.
I suppose that is all. I am heading to bed. goodnight.
The best you can do is remind yourself that you're a good person with good intentions. You're trying to create unity, not discord. See the curtain call. See the people standing up. Hear the crowd roaring.
and it really related to the way I was feeling tonight. And I found great comfort in it... I hope I end up being a person a want to be... I mean I think I will... but some people are hard. I will have faith though.
Oooh,also I talked with another good friend tonight, and she said some things that I didn't necessarily expect to come from her, and that was really sort of cool and encouraging. I am glad we sort of understand eachother in a way not many understand us.
I suppose that is all. I am heading to bed. goodnight.