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Home sick again today, but much better. I'm totally gonna kick this thing.
It's given me a chance to get back into creative-mode, and now I'm running out of paints. But I'm pretty excited about some of my new stuff.
So yesterday was... tumultuous. When I'm sick I get really emotional. But that's over, and I'm feeling level-headed.
Suddenly I feel like I like myself despite my flaws, and it's a great realization. I accept I'm weak, and emotional, but I operate despite it, and that's okay. People love me for who I am and I don't have to change; I just have to try to counter those two flaws at times and be strong and level-headed, which I can do more and more. It's pretty fun. So long, self-doubt. It's really energizing.
So my dreams last night were WIERD. Let's just say that they involved babysitting and demon possessions. At the same time. And even I was posessed. yeah.
I miss everyone. I can't wait to get back into the swing of things. Besides the makeup work. Ick.
See you all soon!!!
out.
It's given me a chance to get back into creative-mode, and now I'm running out of paints. But I'm pretty excited about some of my new stuff.
So yesterday was... tumultuous. When I'm sick I get really emotional. But that's over, and I'm feeling level-headed.
Suddenly I feel like I like myself despite my flaws, and it's a great realization. I accept I'm weak, and emotional, but I operate despite it, and that's okay. People love me for who I am and I don't have to change; I just have to try to counter those two flaws at times and be strong and level-headed, which I can do more and more. It's pretty fun. So long, self-doubt. It's really energizing.
So my dreams last night were WIERD. Let's just say that they involved babysitting and demon possessions. At the same time. And even I was posessed. yeah.
I miss everyone. I can't wait to get back into the swing of things. Besides the makeup work. Ick.
See you all soon!!!
out.