Look at me, I'm updating my journal

Jul 05, 2005 20:11

I don't feel like updating my journal but I haven't in a long time.

I miss my grandfather more than I ever thought it was possible to miss someone. And my grandmother is SO sad and I can't stand it. I don't know why God does things like this. I see NOTHING good coming from taking him away. All it's done is make everyone miserable. And somehow knowing that God is in control and we just don't understand why He does what He does and everything works together for the good isn't worth jack when something like this happens.

I hope that Matthew and I die together in a car wreck on our way home from our 75th anniversary extravaganza.

I'm leaving for DisneyWorld Thursday. This is brave of me because nothing scares me more than people dressed up as large animals.

Bewitched is the best movie ever, and I had such a great weekend. I'm so neurotic and dramatic and emotional and paranoid... and Matthew is so sweet to me about it. Thank you for not getting mad at me over my post-movie breakdown.

I love Matthew Rose. He's so perfect, and he makes me so happy. I pray for all of my friends to have a boyfriend who is as amazing as he is. We build furniture and watch How Do I Look? and laugh our faces off. I can't wait to be with him forever.

Why is there nothing Natalee-Holloway-related on the news? ALL OTHER NEWS IS BORING, gah.

I'm sleepy... I need to go watch a Jimmy Stewart movie. Mmm... Jimmy Stewart.

I wish Matthew was here.
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