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Since waking up, I'm pretty convinced that I was seeing shit in a half-asleep daze, but man...last night was the weirdest night ever. So, lately I've been having terrible insomnia anyway. But last night I was pretty tired when I put my laptop away for the night. I laid there for a while, trying to find a comfy spot, when I rolled over to the side of my bed that isn't against the wall.
What I saw, for some reason just freaked the shit out of me. There just seemed to be this like...pillar of black next to my bed. It didn't have any discernible shape, it just looked like a really, really dark shadow that didn't make sense to be there. For some reason it scared the shit out of me. I just sat there staring at it. Have you ever been just so scared that your throat closes up? Man, it was like...the only part of my entire body that could move was my heart, which was going a mile a minute. Anyway, I just kind of stared into it, and it sort of just...faded into normal shadows.
I don't know if my eyes were just adjusting or what, because it just doesn't make any sense for a fucking dementor to be in my room. Whatever it was or wasn't, for the rest of the night, I didn't want to LOOK at anything, because I was afraid of seeing other things, so I kept my head under the covers like I did when I was 8 and I thought if my neck was above the blankets a vampire would suck my blood (true story)
I kind of drifted in an out of consciousness until my mom and sister left in the morning and the sun was up, resulting in me waking up at 3:00. HURR
What I saw, for some reason just freaked the shit out of me. There just seemed to be this like...pillar of black next to my bed. It didn't have any discernible shape, it just looked like a really, really dark shadow that didn't make sense to be there. For some reason it scared the shit out of me. I just sat there staring at it. Have you ever been just so scared that your throat closes up? Man, it was like...the only part of my entire body that could move was my heart, which was going a mile a minute. Anyway, I just kind of stared into it, and it sort of just...faded into normal shadows.
I don't know if my eyes were just adjusting or what, because it just doesn't make any sense for a fucking dementor to be in my room. Whatever it was or wasn't, for the rest of the night, I didn't want to LOOK at anything, because I was afraid of seeing other things, so I kept my head under the covers like I did when I was 8 and I thought if my neck was above the blankets a vampire would suck my blood (true story)
I kind of drifted in an out of consciousness until my mom and sister left in the morning and the sun was up, resulting in me waking up at 3:00. HURR