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wow...haven't updated in over a month...lol. Alot has happened. and I mean alot. I quit smoking pot, because I am trying to get this job at a bank. I will start off with better pay, benefits like health insurance, because I don't have any now. I met bobby's dad. He's ok, when he is completely sober. I'm about ready to kill my sister. Nancy and John told me that they would help me hide the body. No I wouldn't go that far, but I'm close to there. She is nothing but a bitch to me, and I don't do anything to her. Bobby is in jail right now, just because he didn't report to his Prob. Officer. He got a bench warrant about 3 weeks ago. He waited until after my birthday to turn himself in. I am the reason that he turned himself in. He said if he wasn't going out with me, he would be like Chris and just float until they find him. But he wanted to get it over with, and get out and get a job and take care of me. I miss him so much. He is so perfect to be with. I got a letter from him, saying that he was sorry that he fucked up and got himself put in there, and that I deserve so much more. Hell, I'm proud of him for turning himself in. He doesn't have to be sorry for anything. He has been in there for over a week. We find out on Monday if they are letting him out or if he has to spend more time in there. I hope he gets out. The only reason that he is in there so long right now, is the judge gave him 13 days to get bail money and on the 13th day is his Court Day. He said his Prob. Officer is going to tell the judge to give him more probabtion. I hope so, I want him to get out, I miss him so much. Every day that I don't see him gets harder and harder. But it will all pay off the second that I see him again. I am planning something for when he gets out...hehe. I am getting a hotel room for the weekend, and I am going to make him good breakfast, lunch and dinners, because right now all he is eating is jail food. He has been in jail before, he told me that the food sucks. He told me not to worry about him and that the only problem is being bored to death. Enough about that, I am making myself cry. I decided to quit smoking. Its better for me. We got drunk last weekend. I threatened to kick Chris's ass if he didn't give me his beer. I don't remember that, but apparently I did. It felt wierd without bobby being there, I got upset and wanted to go home. John fought me for my keys, because I was going to drive myself home. It wasn't good. He drove me home, we had a long talk. It felt good to get most of what I was feeling out. Well I guess thats all for now...I don't really remember all the stuff that has happened since I last updated, so I'm out.