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wow...what a night. Nancy kept talking about wanting to get high. got me all worked up about it. I ended up buying some. Bobby said, I am a stoner now, since I bought the weed. Well Bobby called me at 7:30 when we were on our way to chris's. I hadn't talked to him since Sunday. He was having a bad week. Missy(that is his sister) just turned herself in for running away for a week. She is in juvy for 30 days or until she is 18. They don't know yet. And then his cousin killed herself. His little 7 year old brother got an ATV and Bobby's step dad told Bobby he couldn't ride it. Jesse can't ride it because he is to small. I dunno its weird. So I told him that if he wanted me too, I would come and get him and he could come get high with us. He told me no, that he really didn't want to leave the house and plus he was babysitting. We got off the phone after that. I must be in love, because him being in a bad mood put me in a bad mood. So we get to chris's. got high. called Bobby back(he told me too) he started saying that he wish he would have came when I offered to get him. I told him I still would. around 11:30(we were still on the phone) he said, let me call you back in about 15 minutes. Well we were on our way to yale to find someone that Josh(chris's cousin) knows to buy us some beer. Bobby called me back. Told me to come get him. I asked about the babysitting. He said, fuck it, my grandpa's home, and Jesse is sleeping. I am leaving anyways. So we couldn't get anyone to buy us beer, but we got more weed. I got so fucking high, I was hearing things. Bobby and I were on the porch and I was like, shhhhhh....listen. He said, what? I said, don't you hear that? He said, no. It sounded like something was chewing something underneath the porch. There was nothing. yep Amanda was stoned. LoL. we smoked 4 times last night. It was fucking awesome. And now Bobby wants to do it again tonight. I am thinking about it. I prefer liquor over weed, but the weed was good last night. I have become such a bad person. I have changed so much. I am going to try slowing down on my partying for a little while though. After this weekend. Party at Chris's tomorrow. Going to Nancy's Aunt's Saturday after work. Getting drunk. My brother is djing a wedding, he told me to get a hold of him and meet him there, and he'll buy me some beer. Can't quit partying until after this weekend. Bobby is moving next weekend. He got a job in Port Huron, and he is moving to his aunt's so he can work. I am kinda mad, but maybe if I get the job at the bank, Nancy and I can get an apartment down in Port Huron. And then things will be all good. I dunno. Well I'm out.