like snow.
so, a lot of things have been falling into place, faster than i can find excuses to blow them off.
i talked to my dad two nights ago for about an hour and i feel a lot better about things. grad school is defintely happening in june. i will take out large sums of money from whoever will give it to me and i will pay them back, over time. this is really good news. this whole week is just me waiting until i can go home on friday night so i can start feeling relieved.
with new plans, i have to really consider what the heck i am doing about everything. while none of these things will be major changes, i know that i have to start thinking ahead. "should i move? should i stay? do i want to live alone so i can get work done?" i really want my life to feel together before i dive into this major abyss.
someone tried to break into my car. no, it's wasn't a stray bebe. no, i haven't fixed my car yet, because i am not paying to fix something that someone will possibly try to fuck up again in the next few days.
it's nice to know that big life changes are on the horizon. this, along with other things, has really improved my attitude-- i know it was getting shitty for a while.
all i really want to do is just go home. i can't wait for it much longer.
i talked to my dad two nights ago for about an hour and i feel a lot better about things. grad school is defintely happening in june. i will take out large sums of money from whoever will give it to me and i will pay them back, over time. this is really good news. this whole week is just me waiting until i can go home on friday night so i can start feeling relieved.
with new plans, i have to really consider what the heck i am doing about everything. while none of these things will be major changes, i know that i have to start thinking ahead. "should i move? should i stay? do i want to live alone so i can get work done?" i really want my life to feel together before i dive into this major abyss.
someone tried to break into my car. no, it's wasn't a stray bebe. no, i haven't fixed my car yet, because i am not paying to fix something that someone will possibly try to fuck up again in the next few days.
it's nice to know that big life changes are on the horizon. this, along with other things, has really improved my attitude-- i know it was getting shitty for a while.
all i really want to do is just go home. i can't wait for it much longer.