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I wish that I had something fun and interesting to write but I really don't. This weekend I have done nothing but evaluate everything in my life. What I thought was so great and meaningful doesn't really matter anymore. I think I have finally grown up and realized that nothing means shit anymore. Everything I knew has gone out the window. So where do I go from here? Well since I think I have hit an all time low, the only place from here is up. Hopefully I will learn from my experiences and try to make better choices in the future. I know none of this makes any sense to anyone but hopefully when I look back on it, it will make me feel a little bit better. I hope that everyone has had a great weekend and I hope that they made better choices than me. Ben I have also written a song and I just now finished it. Although I don't really want anyone to see it. I hope everyone is well and I will talk to some of you later.