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Sometimes it seems all of my insecurites surface all at once. Or perhaps it's just paranoia, I don't know. My moods have became so various & sporadic lately that I can't differentiate between them anymore.
But anyway, I'm feeling kind of like I'm in the way here @ home again. Well, dad doesn't seem to mind having me around.... but mom is acting like it's a privelege that I get to stay here while I'm not at school. I confronted her about this a while back, and she assured me that I was wrong, and that it was "all in my head." *shrugs* It just doesn't feel like home anymore.
Also, I feel like I have been getting on Jeff's nerves or something lately. He is acting different somehow, but I can't quite put my finger on it. So I sit and ponder, only get these suspicions resounding in my head. I know they are ridiculously untrue, yet I still let them get to me.
*sigh* Do you ever feel like you could lose your mind at any given moment? Not figuraretly speaking, I'm talking really just going off the deep end? Yeah, me too.
I really wish my mind was equipped with an on/off button. Then maybe I could get some peace.
Yeah, I'm sure half of you people think I'm crazy right about now. More than likely you're right. I just wish I had someone that could relate to & understand me on all different levels. Anne (therapist) is a good listener, but does she really give a fuck what's going on with me? Or is she just doing her job?
I think all people who are in the field of psychology should possess some trait of empathy. If you don't truly understand the person, how can you possibly help them?
Anyway, I seen this on someone else's LJ, and thought it was interesting... so thought I might as well give it a try.
Do you have a question you're dying to ask me? Is there something you'd like to know about me? Or is there something you think I should know? Post your questions anonymously if you'd like. I'll answer all questions on a new post! Ask anything!
But anyway, I'm feeling kind of like I'm in the way here @ home again. Well, dad doesn't seem to mind having me around.... but mom is acting like it's a privelege that I get to stay here while I'm not at school. I confronted her about this a while back, and she assured me that I was wrong, and that it was "all in my head." *shrugs* It just doesn't feel like home anymore.
Also, I feel like I have been getting on Jeff's nerves or something lately. He is acting different somehow, but I can't quite put my finger on it. So I sit and ponder, only get these suspicions resounding in my head. I know they are ridiculously untrue, yet I still let them get to me.
*sigh* Do you ever feel like you could lose your mind at any given moment? Not figuraretly speaking, I'm talking really just going off the deep end? Yeah, me too.
I really wish my mind was equipped with an on/off button. Then maybe I could get some peace.
Yeah, I'm sure half of you people think I'm crazy right about now. More than likely you're right. I just wish I had someone that could relate to & understand me on all different levels. Anne (therapist) is a good listener, but does she really give a fuck what's going on with me? Or is she just doing her job?
I think all people who are in the field of psychology should possess some trait of empathy. If you don't truly understand the person, how can you possibly help them?
Anyway, I seen this on someone else's LJ, and thought it was interesting... so thought I might as well give it a try.
Do you have a question you're dying to ask me? Is there something you'd like to know about me? Or is there something you think I should know? Post your questions anonymously if you'd like. I'll answer all questions on a new post! Ask anything!