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Dear boy-
When I'm sad or lonely or really want someone, ppl look at me and say that i'm awesome and that they're sure that i'll find someone. I dunno if i'm as sure as they are that u exist, but i trust them, so if they're sure, then u must be out there somewhere, waitin for me.
I don't really care what u look like. i have a blue eye fetish. i always feel safer with someone at least a little bit taller than me who can hold me easily. and of course, bein hot is always a plus. but if u don't have these qualities, i don't care. a person who is model good-looking but is a jerk isn't very hot in my eyes, and the other way around also holds true. i've always thought that ppl who treat others right r attractive.
i hope that u r the kind of person who can see past the outside in ppl, b/c i don't like it when ppl laugh at other's differences. i hope that u r a person who is motivated. i don't care bout grades or other man-made tests for how "smart" u r, but i would hope that u could have a meaningful conversation with me and that not all the crayons were missing from ur box. i hope that r fun to be around and that u can take time out of ur life to just sit down and laugh. i hope that u can be serious when it's necessary, but that u can also lose the preconceived notion of how ur sposed to act at ur age and act like ur five sometimes.
i hope that u will treat me well, b/c i haven't been treated well by guys for a lot of my life. i hope that we will have a relationship w/ physical stuff, but that there will be times where we can just lay together, just be together, and have that be just as important. i hope u to listen to me, but i also want to listen to u. i want to know what's wrong, what's happened in the past in ur life that may still effect u, and nethin else that u wanna tell me. i don't wanna be a burden on u, i wanna be there to make u stronger. i hope that when the time comes that we rn't meant to be together, that u will tell me honestly and openly. i don't want some vague note attached to a flower on some anniversary. i don't want u to try to blow me off b/c u don't wanna be w/ me and r afraid of tellin me. it will hurt when things end, and i'm sure there will be times where it will hurt when we're together, but i would rather know what ur thinking and feeling bout the situation rather than have u pretend. i hope that u'd take care of me, but also realize that i am my own person and that there r times when i really do know what's best for me. i hope that we'd be together, but be able to hang out w/ groups of friends or be apart at times and have that ok. i wouldn't want for us to become so dependent on each other that we forget bout our friends, the ones who have been there b4 we met, and will be there after we part ways. but most importantly, i hope that u really care for me from the bottom of ur heart, that u care for me not b/c u want to or think that ur sposed to, but b/c u actually do. i hope that u'd want to be w/ me, and that u'd have times where u couldn't get me out of ur mind, or would just wanna stop time when u were with me just so that i wouldn't have to leave.
above all, i hope that we will be friends and that we will have fun. if that happens, then no matter what else does, there will be no regrets from me.
When I'm sad or lonely or really want someone, ppl look at me and say that i'm awesome and that they're sure that i'll find someone. I dunno if i'm as sure as they are that u exist, but i trust them, so if they're sure, then u must be out there somewhere, waitin for me.
I don't really care what u look like. i have a blue eye fetish. i always feel safer with someone at least a little bit taller than me who can hold me easily. and of course, bein hot is always a plus. but if u don't have these qualities, i don't care. a person who is model good-looking but is a jerk isn't very hot in my eyes, and the other way around also holds true. i've always thought that ppl who treat others right r attractive.
i hope that u r the kind of person who can see past the outside in ppl, b/c i don't like it when ppl laugh at other's differences. i hope that u r a person who is motivated. i don't care bout grades or other man-made tests for how "smart" u r, but i would hope that u could have a meaningful conversation with me and that not all the crayons were missing from ur box. i hope that r fun to be around and that u can take time out of ur life to just sit down and laugh. i hope that u can be serious when it's necessary, but that u can also lose the preconceived notion of how ur sposed to act at ur age and act like ur five sometimes.
i hope that u will treat me well, b/c i haven't been treated well by guys for a lot of my life. i hope that we will have a relationship w/ physical stuff, but that there will be times where we can just lay together, just be together, and have that be just as important. i hope u to listen to me, but i also want to listen to u. i want to know what's wrong, what's happened in the past in ur life that may still effect u, and nethin else that u wanna tell me. i don't wanna be a burden on u, i wanna be there to make u stronger. i hope that when the time comes that we rn't meant to be together, that u will tell me honestly and openly. i don't want some vague note attached to a flower on some anniversary. i don't want u to try to blow me off b/c u don't wanna be w/ me and r afraid of tellin me. it will hurt when things end, and i'm sure there will be times where it will hurt when we're together, but i would rather know what ur thinking and feeling bout the situation rather than have u pretend. i hope that u'd take care of me, but also realize that i am my own person and that there r times when i really do know what's best for me. i hope that we'd be together, but be able to hang out w/ groups of friends or be apart at times and have that ok. i wouldn't want for us to become so dependent on each other that we forget bout our friends, the ones who have been there b4 we met, and will be there after we part ways. but most importantly, i hope that u really care for me from the bottom of ur heart, that u care for me not b/c u want to or think that ur sposed to, but b/c u actually do. i hope that u'd want to be w/ me, and that u'd have times where u couldn't get me out of ur mind, or would just wanna stop time when u were with me just so that i wouldn't have to leave.
above all, i hope that we will be friends and that we will have fun. if that happens, then no matter what else does, there will be no regrets from me.