Well.. fine
Disappointmet. Why the fuck does it have to rot me out so often..? I just posted this big friggin' ordeal, and you'd think it would bring me closer to that person. But.. it didn't. Seems him and I are drifting farther apart. Actually. It all leaves me lonely.. and confused. I mean. When I first met him.. we role played all the time. I felt like we connected. And now.. we never play anymore. And.. it feels like that friendship he says we have.. is dissipating. Why? Why can't I just be happy with a friendship..? Why can't I just be happy with talking and not role playing..? Maybe I'm not happy with myself..? I'm so clueless. Maybe, I need a direction to go in. Somebody. Anybody. Fix me.