who even writes in this thing anymore.
so sitting here, lookin back on like the last two years, maybe even four, shit's changed tremendously. i can't even think of anyone who has stood by me this whole time, & that's fucking sad. really it's sad, it's such a shame how people are so fake,unfaithful, unloyal, selfish, careless, & mostly heartless. how can you just forget about the people you " love ". i can go on & list so many people, but i rather not. im just glad i've taken the time to realize who means business & whos really always gunna be there for you, I can name maybe about 5. & to be honest i'm perfectly fine with that. i finally got my life in order, got rid of all the bullshit, booted all the losers, & kept all the people in my life worth keeping. it's much better like that, let me just tellllllll you.
so anyways, after i got that off my chest, let's see work is good. life is good, the boy really needs to come home, hes been in utah for about a month now, one more to go, & i'm dyin, no joke. i have Bun tho & that's my only joy in life, besides the kids. i love them, me & Dev have been getting really close. it's comfy :]
growing up, is a good thing, i think. realizing alot makes you think alot, about everything, just life in general, where you wanna go, what way your headed. not being a loser & just brushing by everything, actually having goals, & dealing with your problems, puting the important stuff infront of you & handling it. it's good, it's real good. im very happy. i love the ones who deserve to be loved & that's about it. i love the person i've become. im prolly one of the most realest
human beings you'll come in contact with, i wouldnt let that go to waste & to the ones who have, bummer on your part.
im done for now.
it might be a while.
later daze :]
so anyways, after i got that off my chest, let's see work is good. life is good, the boy really needs to come home, hes been in utah for about a month now, one more to go, & i'm dyin, no joke. i have Bun tho & that's my only joy in life, besides the kids. i love them, me & Dev have been getting really close. it's comfy :]
growing up, is a good thing, i think. realizing alot makes you think alot, about everything, just life in general, where you wanna go, what way your headed. not being a loser & just brushing by everything, actually having goals, & dealing with your problems, puting the important stuff infront of you & handling it. it's good, it's real good. im very happy. i love the ones who deserve to be loved & that's about it. i love the person i've become. im prolly one of the most realest
human beings you'll come in contact with, i wouldnt let that go to waste & to the ones who have, bummer on your part.
im done for now.
it might be a while.
later daze :]