Crazy Love, Chapter 14 Part 2
JAEJOONG POV
I listened to there conversation not saying a word. These people definitly didn't look like murderers. Infact they talked like regular people. I watched Yunho as he laughed at Yoochun's perverted comment towards Junsu and his butt.I had to admit these 3 were cool together. Yoochun and Junsu matched eachother perfectly. Yunho looked at me and smiled. Definitly not the kind of smile a killer would have. I smiled back shyly.
"AHHH, Have you 2 done it yet?!"
I blushed as Yoochun jsut randomly yelled it out at us. Yunho also blushed and pouted.
"Yoochun, no we didn;t but I don't need to share that with you like you do with me."
Junsu shreiked and started to hit Yoochun.
"PERVERT YAHHH! YOU TELL HIM!?!"
Yoochun smirked and nodded.
"It's too much to keep to one's self Su!"
I giggled and Junsu blushed but smiled at me.
"I guess as long as we get him to laugh."
I smiled as Junsu passed me some mashed potatoes.
"You need to eat more Jae."
I blushed as Yoochun put gravy on it and smiled.
"Yeah we don't want Yunho dating a stick."
I nervously ate the food knowing I would probly throw it all up snice I haven't been working out lately. I kept to a strict diet so that my parents wouldn't beat me. They don't want an over weight chile with no muscles... They say it's unattractive and it makes me lose my sex appeal. Yunho looked at me slightly concerned as I tried not to over eat.
"Jae I know your hungry! What's wrong?"
I suddenly felt nasuious as I realized I'd eatten 2 plates.
"I don't feel so well."
I got up and left the table. I didn't notice the 3 men follow me to the bathroom or when Yunho slipped into the bathroom with me. I had my back to him as I forced myself to vomit. after I was done I flushed and started to cry softly thinking I was alone.
'Jaejoong-you'r stupid- you're ugly-*sob* You-"
"No you're not!"
I felt arms surround me and I felt safe oddly enough. I feared him yet I felt safe.
"Y-Yunho?"
"Why did you just do that?"
"I ate too much...."
"no you didn't.... why?"
"Because.. if I get fat... then my parents will just make me throw it up. Then I'll be ugly and you won't want me....."
I felt his grip tighten and he rested his head on my shoulder while pulling me onto his lap.
"Bullshit. I love you for you... but this...this is bad. please don't do that anymore Boo."
After our talk int the bathroom He lifted me up and carried me to our bedroom and away from his friends who looked on worried. He laid me down and he stroked my head as I started to feel calmer and sleepy.
"Get some rest Boo."
END POV
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YUNHO POV
I threw another glass object onto the floor as Junsu was sweeping up the mess I'd made in the kitchen. Yoochun walked behind me tryign to calm me.
"Yunho please stop! You being this angry-"
"YOOCHUN-fuck- Look. Yoochu, He has an EATING DISORDER."
He looked at me suprised.
"W-What?"
"YES. HIS PARENTS. th-They make him think that he is ugly unless he is skinny."
I told him everything that Jae told me as Junsu listened from the door way. All 3 of us stood there facing one another. Junsu and Yoochun looked as Pissed off as I was after telling them what Jaejoong had told me.
-FLASHBACK-
I sat with Jaejoong on my lap crying. I remainded silent knowing all he need was to know I was there for him. He sniffled then looked up at me.
"You know.. WHen I was younger they used to limit my food intake. They said they didn't want an ugly child. As I got older people started to notice so they gave me more but reminded me that I was ugly unless I was a certain size. Then when I came out and said I was guy my grandfather stopped protecting me. My grandmother divorced him and moved to the states but couldn't take me with her. She used to sneak me food.... I love her so much and miss her..... *sob* T-They started to-to... do things to me... humiliate me so I HATED food... so I wouldn't make myself fat.... In front of there friends they'd make me eat off the floor while they-they....*sob*
I couldn't take it, I just couldn't.
-END FLASHBACK-
"Yoochun, Junsu. I have decided that Jaejoong's family.... His mother, father and grandfather are my next victims."
I will have revenge on them for hurting my angel.
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Yunnie, let me help with getting revenge >:3
I listened to there conversation not saying a word. These people definitly didn't look like murderers. Infact they talked like regular people. I watched Yunho as he laughed at Yoochun's perverted comment towards Junsu and his butt.I had to admit these 3 were cool together. Yoochun and Junsu matched eachother perfectly. Yunho looked at me and smiled. Definitly not the kind of smile a killer would have. I smiled back shyly.
"AHHH, Have you 2 done it yet?!"
I blushed as Yoochun jsut randomly yelled it out at us. Yunho also blushed and pouted.
"Yoochun, no we didn;t but I don't need to share that with you like you do with me."
Junsu shreiked and started to hit Yoochun.
"PERVERT YAHHH! YOU TELL HIM!?!"
Yoochun smirked and nodded.
"It's too much to keep to one's self Su!"
I giggled and Junsu blushed but smiled at me.
"I guess as long as we get him to laugh."
I smiled as Junsu passed me some mashed potatoes.
"You need to eat more Jae."
I blushed as Yoochun put gravy on it and smiled.
"Yeah we don't want Yunho dating a stick."
I nervously ate the food knowing I would probly throw it all up snice I haven't been working out lately. I kept to a strict diet so that my parents wouldn't beat me. They don't want an over weight chile with no muscles... They say it's unattractive and it makes me lose my sex appeal. Yunho looked at me slightly concerned as I tried not to over eat.
"Jae I know your hungry! What's wrong?"
I suddenly felt nasuious as I realized I'd eatten 2 plates.
"I don't feel so well."
I got up and left the table. I didn't notice the 3 men follow me to the bathroom or when Yunho slipped into the bathroom with me. I had my back to him as I forced myself to vomit. after I was done I flushed and started to cry softly thinking I was alone.
'Jaejoong-you'r stupid- you're ugly-*sob* You-"
"No you're not!"
I felt arms surround me and I felt safe oddly enough. I feared him yet I felt safe.
"Y-Yunho?"
"Why did you just do that?"
"I ate too much...."
"no you didn't.... why?"
"Because.. if I get fat... then my parents will just make me throw it up. Then I'll be ugly and you won't want me....."
I felt his grip tighten and he rested his head on my shoulder while pulling me onto his lap.
"Bullshit. I love you for you... but this...this is bad. please don't do that anymore Boo."
After our talk int the bathroom He lifted me up and carried me to our bedroom and away from his friends who looked on worried. He laid me down and he stroked my head as I started to feel calmer and sleepy.
"Get some rest Boo."
END POV
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YUNHO POV
I threw another glass object onto the floor as Junsu was sweeping up the mess I'd made in the kitchen. Yoochun walked behind me tryign to calm me.
"Yunho please stop! You being this angry-"
"YOOCHUN-fuck- Look. Yoochu, He has an EATING DISORDER."
He looked at me suprised.
"W-What?"
"YES. HIS PARENTS. th-They make him think that he is ugly unless he is skinny."
I told him everything that Jae told me as Junsu listened from the door way. All 3 of us stood there facing one another. Junsu and Yoochun looked as Pissed off as I was after telling them what Jaejoong had told me.
-FLASHBACK-
I sat with Jaejoong on my lap crying. I remainded silent knowing all he need was to know I was there for him. He sniffled then looked up at me.
"You know.. WHen I was younger they used to limit my food intake. They said they didn't want an ugly child. As I got older people started to notice so they gave me more but reminded me that I was ugly unless I was a certain size. Then when I came out and said I was guy my grandfather stopped protecting me. My grandmother divorced him and moved to the states but couldn't take me with her. She used to sneak me food.... I love her so much and miss her..... *sob* T-They started to-to... do things to me... humiliate me so I HATED food... so I wouldn't make myself fat.... In front of there friends they'd make me eat off the floor while they-they....*sob*
I couldn't take it, I just couldn't.
-END FLASHBACK-
"Yoochun, Junsu. I have decided that Jaejoong's family.... His mother, father and grandfather are my next victims."
I will have revenge on them for hurting my angel.
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Yunnie, let me help with getting revenge >:3