Jaejoong sighed as he looked at the food he was making. Junsu wasn’t anywhere on the grounds. He had called his phone 4 or 5 times. Normally Junsu would call him back but no. Jaejoong put the spoon down he was using to make sure the spaghetti he was making didn’t stick together. Yunho entered and leaned on the counter watching Jaejoong.
“Jae, please? He needs our help to make things right.”
“I don’t care.”
“Please Jae? What if it was you and the one you loved?”
Jaejoong was quiet for a moment or 2.
“It would never happen because the man I love isn’t like that….”
Yunho felt his heart shatter. It hurt so much just too know that Jaejoong was in love with someone already. Yunho stood up straight and walked to the door way but paused.
“Jae, please, think about it. If it ever happened to you…. I would hope that someone you asked would help….”
Now Jaejoong was left alone.
“-Sigh- Yunho… it would never happen because I would never leave you if I ever got you…..”
~
Yoochun refused to come out until Junsu came back. He had fallen asleep and had an odd dream.
(DREAM)
“CHUNNIE!!!! Where are we GOING?! I can’t seeeeee!”
A younger Yoochun covered a younger Junsu. They both appeared to be in High school. They both stopped and Yoochun removed his hands and pointed on top of a hill where an empty mansion sat.
“LOOK! You see that? One day that’s where gonna live!”
“YAH! You brung me here to see a house we could never afford?!”
“Listen! - this house… it will have a garden and inside it will have anything and everything you every want including me!”
Junsu turned to Yoochun and smiled.
“You’re so corny.”
“I know.”
Yoochun smirked at Junsu. Then he forced the smaller man to stay turned to him and he bent down in front of him pretending to tie his shoe.
“Su I have a VERY Important question to ask you k?”
“I’m listening”
Suddenly Yoochun pulled out a box and opened it in front of Junsu smiling.
“I love you more than the air I breathe more than the sun shines on this planet and more than you love soccer. Marry me.”
Junsu looked down and started to tear up before Yoochun could get an answer Junsu threw himself onto Yoochun crying.
“YES! YES!”
(END DREAM)
Yoochun slowly opened his eyes. He touched his face realizing there was water on his face. He was crying.
“What have I done?”
~
Jaejoong went in search of Yunho. He didn’t like the fact that Yunho was like this. Jaejoong had a sinking feeling that Yunho was in love with Yoochun. He came to this conclusion because Yunho was always worried about Yoochun and he even CRIED when Yoochun snapped at him. He didn’t find Yunho in the house so he called his mobile. Instead of Yunho picking up some random man picked up.
“Hello?”
“WHO’S THIS?”
“….Who’s this?”
“I asked you 1st! Put Yunho on the phone!”
“Sorry he’s busy.”
“BUSY WITH WHAT?!”
“He’s- wait is this like his boyfriend?”
“N-YES! PUT HIM ON THE PHONE!”
“SHIT! Bye~!”
Then they hung up. Jaejoong was beyond pissed off.
“YUNHO YOU ASSHOLE!!! AUGH!!!!”
Jaejoong burst into tears.
JAEJOONG POV
I should have known…. Really he never had feelings for me except lust I am sure. I waited for him in the living room. In the dark. I waited until the door opened and someone stumbled in. I flipped on a light and it was who I thought it was.
“Yunho! Where the HELL were you?! And who was that who picked up your phone?!”
Yunho looked at him for a moment then shrugged.
“Don’t know. Don’t care. As long as he’s not you I don’t have to care.”
That definitely was an insult. I stood up and walked to him. I was beyond pissed off now.
“And What the HELL is that supposed to mean?”
He looked at me then looked down.
“Exactly as it sounds. As long as it’s not you I don’t have to care.”
“So you slept with him?”
“It’s not your business if I did or didn’t so there’s no point in asking.”
“Yes there is if you’re going to go out like that! HE COULD’VE HURT YOU OR SOMETHING!”
“Jaejoong, you’re not my--augh…”
Yunho crouched down and held his head in his hands.
“My fuckin head…”
“Are-are you drunk?”
Yunho snorted and slowly got up looking at me. It made me somewhat nervous because I had never seen him like this. He looked at me angry suddenly then he grabbed me and forced me closer.
“Why…? “
“Why what…?”
“Why won’t you--- love me?”
I was shocked… love him? He loves me?
“Am I not good enough?! Do you love Junsu? You only are about him!!! WHY NOT ME.”
He shook me slightly. Tears started to fall from his eyes.
“IS THAT WHY YOU WON’T HELP YOOCHUN?! ARE YOU REALLY THAT SELFISH?!”
“Yunho! Calm down!!! Pl-”
“NO! HOW CAN I?! MY BEST FRIEND IS TAKING AWAY THE ONLY THING I’VE EVER WANTED!*sob*”
I wanted to cry for him too. This whole time he believed I love Junsu? Oh my poor Yunho…. Suddenly he looked at me in anger.
“How come I’m not good enough?”
“Yunho your-”
“I’m what?! WHAT?! I know I’m not good enough… I know but can’t you atlast give me*sob* a fucking *sob* chance?!”
The man before me crumpled to the ground crying his eyes out. Then he looked up at me with angry eyes.
“Fine. I hate you Kim Jaejoong.”
My eyes widened. No… he didn’t…. mean it…. Did he?
He slowly got up and then grabbed my arm and started to drag me by my arm through the house. He was too powerful for me to stop.
“I hate that I love you so damned much…. It’s not fuckin fair!”
Suddenly I was thrown on a bed. I looked up. This was my room. I felt my blood run cold as he was still in the room right beside me. Without thinking I reached up and slapped him as hard as I could. His head snapped to the side. He slowly turned his head to me touching his lip. It was bleeding. Then I realized something and regretted it. He wasn’t on the bed with me just near me…. And he seemed to be…leaving.
“Fine…. I understand fully how you feel…. I’ll leave. Bye Jaejoong.”
I scrambled to get up but he rushed out and slammed the door.
“What have I done…?”
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so not only do we have a problem in Yoosu land we also have a problem in YunJae Paradise D: damn it.
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