Yoochun didn’t talk to anyone. Well only when he was in pain. He wasn’t sure how to respond and this was setting Junsu into a deep depression. Jaejoong and Yunho had tried everything to make him smile even going as far as to rent out Seoul’s biggest amusement park. No use. It had been almost a month since the accident. Yoochun’s dosage for his pain killers had been lowered so they weren’t worried about him getting addicted. Yunho had become a model when Jaejoong one day had told him that he needed a model but Junsu refused to leave Yoochun’s side. Jaejoong understood this was important so he runned the company only having Junsu sign important documents. Yunho agreed only because he was crushing so bad on Jaejoong. His shoots came out so good he agreed to model under Junsu’s company. Today Yoochun was outside watching the world pass him by still not sure about everything.
YOOCHIN POV
I feel like a free loader. Wait.. I am. I sighed at this, I need a job…. But I am still bound to this damned…. Chair. I can walk around fine with cruches but Junsu insists I use a wheelchair. It’s been a month since the accident. I tilt my head slightly to the side and look over. Junsu always sits with me here unwilling to leave my side. I don’t fully understand what is going on with us. I’d like to ask him but every time I start to work the nerve up I look at him and lose it. Maybe it’s my subconscious telling me not to bring up the past… maybe. Sighing I scratch my head. Junsu looks at me and slowly gets up and walks to me.
“is everything okay Yoochun?”
I look at him. No it’s not. How can it be, I don’t understand what the hell is going on….I didn’t answer and he looked down.
“Yoochun… I need to talk to you…. About all of this.”
I looked at him waiting for him to continue.
“you’re… misunderstanding… everything. We’re… not brothers. Were Married.”
Were not brothers…. Wait then… I was WORRIED FOR NOTHING! I felt anger take over. Then I exploded.
“SO THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME I WAS WORRIED ABOUT US BEING RELATED… THIS WHOLE FUCKING---AHHH WHY THE HELL DIDN’TYOU FUCKING TELL ME?!”
“I thought it-”
“THOUGHT WHAT?! WHAT POSSESED YOU TO THINK THAT TELLING ME LIES WAS GOOD FOR ME?! AND WHAT KIND OF HUSBAND LEAVES THERE HUSBAND ALONE FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS?!”
“CHUNNIE-- I was just trying to-trying to--”
“TRYING TO WHAT, PROTECT ME? RUIN ME?! YOU’VE RUINED ME ALRIGHT!”
“*sob* Chunnie-- please let me--”
“NO! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT!”
Taking a deep calming breath I spoke again.
“You’ve had almost 6 years-6 FUCKING YEARS to explain to me…. To make things better…. But you didn’t. YOU FUCKING LEFT ME!!!”
“*sob* please* just--*sob* let me--”
“I SAID NO! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT!”
“CHUNNIE! *sob* Just *sob* let me* sob* tell--”
“I want a divorce.”
I dared not to look at him least I should say anything else. I know that he could kick me out… but I don’t care. It wasn’t the fact that they had lied to me about this whole brother crap. It’s that he NEVER came back for me, nothing for 6 years. I could hear him cry uncontrollably saying he was sorry.
END POV
The rest of that day Junsu was missing from the house or atleast places Yoochun was or frequented. Jaejoong and Yunho returned from work surprised to see Yoochun alone. When Yunho tried to ask Yoochun looked at him with an angry glare and simply told him he didn’t talk to liars. This shocked Yunho who left in silence thinking about what he had said. Jaejoong wanted to leave but Yoochun stopped him.
“can I talk to you…?”
“and WHY should I speak with you? Mr. Rude.”
Yoochun sighed and looked at him.
“Because you won’t lie to me.”
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Jaejoong and Yoochun sat outside in the garden. Jaejoong looked at Yoochun. They were sitting side by side on a large stone bench facing the scenery of Seoul. They lived on a large hill.
“I-I’m sorry for being rude… I’m just angry and upset.”
“I can tell, Yunho didn’t even ask you a full sentence and you snapped at him.”
“yeah… well. I-- I don’t know really… I’m just so.. Angry.”
“then tell me why.”
Then Yoochun explained everything. How he had thought that Junsu at 1st was his brother then found out they were married, then how he found out that they weren’t related and retold the argument. At the end Jaejoong was looking at his lap. Yoochun thought the man was on his side and felt sympathetic for him but instead he got a big shock.
“YOU DUMB ASS! You ASKED for a DIVORCE?! Do you not UNDERSTAND how much this man has gone through so that you could live the way you did? Did you know that before Yunho took you in that he lived in a dump?! Junsu told me and even had me make ridiculous purchases just so you would be happy? Like that Dolphin DOLL you just HAD TO HAVE?! He’s been through hell trying to protect you!”
Yoochun sat there shocked.
YOOCHUN POV
Oh my god… is this man telling me the truth? I really don’t know… but then…
“can-can you find me Yunho…? I-I need to talk to him.. Please I won’t be rude to him….please?”
Jaejoong nodded and ran inside. He came out shortly with a slightly red eyeied Yunho.
“Was it Junsu who almost every month to 2 months without fail would buy me a gift? Instead of…You?”
Yunho nodded then sighed.
“It was never Junsu’s intention to make you think he was abandoning you. You see was a Junsu famous Model and actor at the time of your accident. I remember it being all over the news. One of Junsu’s fans tried to kill you by shooting you in the head. Junsu even then was doing all he could for you, he begged them and even got on his knees.”
He paused and looked at me. Then he rubbed his head and continued.
“He cried countless nights, praying for you to wake up. One day they told him there was chance to save your life but there was a possibility that you would lose your memories. Which you did. At that moment he decided that he wanted you safe away from him so he gave you up. He didn’t want something like that to happen again.”
I sad motionless, holding my breath as he finished. It was so much to take in…. all this time…. He… he was protecting me? Yunho looked at me with a sad face. Tears streaked his face.
“It’s just… so sad that he doesn’t get his happy-happy ending.”
Jaejoong stroked Yunho’s back and I felt guilt take over. I am a total ass hole. I looked at Yunho then at Jaejoong.
“Please help me…. I-I know I don’t deserve it but I have to make it up to him…. Please. I-I don’t think I want to divorce him….”
Jaejoong got up and looked down at me.
“I can’t help you if your going to hurt him again. No, you fucked up and now you have to pay for it.”
Yunho looked at Jaejoong. The jaejoong that was usually so weird we laughed at or the adorable Jaejoong we gave into. Well Yunho gave into. He was cold… colder then the artic. His eyes pierced through me and made me feel as small as an ant. Now I know why he always gets what he wants. I took a deep breath and looked at him just as serious.
“Please… for Junsu’s happiness?”
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------awww chun has seen his evil ways and has come back to the good side xDDDD
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