002 and come fly away with me
i'm currently listening to jamie cullum's :old devil moon. It really makes me feel happyand makes me feel like dancing right now, his music and the clarvoiance in his voice makes me happy, really. His music really touched the soul. I just watched this movie called:Dance with me. Its a really nice movie actually, and watching them do their salsa, chacha, rhumba, ballroom and contemporary ballet makesme feel like going back to salsa!=D
I've been writing today, and i'm pretty glad with the progress i've made with my poetry, the imagery is coming easier to me now. Well i never want to loose my writing, because apart from God, its the only thing that keeps me going. Well i'm telling you this:
i'm feeling a little listless these few days. Exams are over and i'm going around the house with this layer of musty and groggyness enveloping me like a plauge i can'tget rid off. All i'm making progress with is my writing which I'm taking to greater heights already.But i need to start improving my studies,so that i can do better next year and leave more time for my ballet exams. This feeling keeps nagging at me. I've lost that self-discipline that i used to have, that grip and clench of the iron-fisted hand in my mind that used to rule over my procrastinating methods. But now that iron-fisted thinghas melted and molded itself into a pathetic pool of silvery water, and when i look into it and see my reflection i see this lazy thing who writes all day and reads all day and then goes to sleep. Without even caring for her studies. I'm a little worried about that because i'm scared that next year when i take my o'level express chinese, i'm going to die completely.=)
So i need to find a solution. I've been writing and writing in my private blog, and i just re-vived my fiction press account! I've lost my previous repertoire of previous readers and i need to inform them that i've changed my pen name to: Miss Wilkins of course:)So anyway i'm waking uptomorrow morning going for a bitof exercise i need to get my weight below 40, its 40 now:( then i'll come home and start reading my chinese book, hopefully finishing about 50pages or so. Then i'll have to start my bio because i want to and not because i exactly need to. I looked at the calender and realised that its barely a measly 6 weeks or so left to the start of school, and I'll definetely feel better if i can just get a start on my studies for next year a bit.
I know i'm acting a little paranoid ( SORRY ) But i really want to do well, so that i'll have a wide range of studies to choose from. Okay, yeah i'm getting carried away and thinking too far. I told my father that i'm between studying law, taking dance to a professional level, studying english and literature, journalism and just plain old author. I'm being rather ambitious of course i'm going to need to succeed in my short term goal of o'levels. :)
I'm glad i managed to catch up with some of my old friends. It's nice to know how they're doing and what they're schools, friends and teachers are like. I can't say i miss my primary school or even my class 6A at all. Because it wasn't a nice class, full of teacher's pets and arrogance which i couldn't stand. I feel good that i left that school, and i know i'm probably being ungrteful or whatever but i still miss Miss Tan (Pui Ling) I'll never forget how she helped me in my math and helped me pull up my math marks from 55 to 99. And i really thank her for that and i got A star for math in PSLE which was great because i never got that for 2 years already!
I don't know why i'm thinking back on old times but :) sometimes its nice.Oh yeah i finally got my computer back up and running. I've become quite handy at doing this techie stuff. I replaced the power supply because it blew. But i miss my computer because i could only do it after my exams.So in the meantime i've been using my father's computer downstairs for the past 6 months already :( But now that i've managed to fix my computer and move all my keyboards and speakers from downstairs to my room is really good. My music "jukebox" (itunes) is up and running, i've downloaded all the new versions of Linksys, macromedia Flashplayer,itunes and MSN of course.I've reformatted my documents, deleted old documents, and compacted the folders. I looked back at all my pictures because i have a thing for pictures and i keep collecting and collecting them. And as i looked at them i smiled because i realised that i was keeping quite alotof rubbish. So i deleted just a few pictures. I deleted 24 pictures from my betty boop( =P) series and then another 36 from my egg (yes pictures of eggs/eggs in a basket/cracked eggs/eggshells) collection and left the rest. Their now categorized in alphabetical order.
Okay now that i've got all these things [ my LJ, fiction press, my portfolio, my computer and my ipod mini) up and running. I guess i should cool it on using the computer for a while, rest my eyes and stay calm and quiet to rest my soul a little.=D
haha i watched a desperate housewives marathon on sunday the first 10 episodes at one go.I think its a really nice show, it isn't like that slutty or silly as i thought. The story line is quite enchanting and the way the story is told and unfolds is like a storybook which is pretty interesting. I quite like the show actually, now i know why it won two emmies. haha
I borrowed a book from the national library. YES i finally went there and its a BEAUTIFUL library haha. I borrowed this book, The Danzig Triology by Gunzer Grass. Its a GREAT book. it won the nobel prize for literture. But that one is the three stories in one =D with "The Tin Drum" and everything so its really nice and the whole story links together and everythign when i finish it i'llprobably give it a review or something yeah?
Okay, this post has been rather disjointed with me talking about things from being listless to things like desperate housewives. haha. well i'm tired,i'm going to do a little reading in bed with some hot chocolate,and soft music and thats a really nice prospect.
Goodnight dear world.
I've been writing today, and i'm pretty glad with the progress i've made with my poetry, the imagery is coming easier to me now. Well i never want to loose my writing, because apart from God, its the only thing that keeps me going. Well i'm telling you this:
i'm feeling a little listless these few days. Exams are over and i'm going around the house with this layer of musty and groggyness enveloping me like a plauge i can'tget rid off. All i'm making progress with is my writing which I'm taking to greater heights already.But i need to start improving my studies,so that i can do better next year and leave more time for my ballet exams. This feeling keeps nagging at me. I've lost that self-discipline that i used to have, that grip and clench of the iron-fisted hand in my mind that used to rule over my procrastinating methods. But now that iron-fisted thinghas melted and molded itself into a pathetic pool of silvery water, and when i look into it and see my reflection i see this lazy thing who writes all day and reads all day and then goes to sleep. Without even caring for her studies. I'm a little worried about that because i'm scared that next year when i take my o'level express chinese, i'm going to die completely.=)
So i need to find a solution. I've been writing and writing in my private blog, and i just re-vived my fiction press account! I've lost my previous repertoire of previous readers and i need to inform them that i've changed my pen name to: Miss Wilkins of course:)So anyway i'm waking uptomorrow morning going for a bitof exercise i need to get my weight below 40, its 40 now:( then i'll come home and start reading my chinese book, hopefully finishing about 50pages or so. Then i'll have to start my bio because i want to and not because i exactly need to. I looked at the calender and realised that its barely a measly 6 weeks or so left to the start of school, and I'll definetely feel better if i can just get a start on my studies for next year a bit.
I know i'm acting a little paranoid ( SORRY ) But i really want to do well, so that i'll have a wide range of studies to choose from. Okay, yeah i'm getting carried away and thinking too far. I told my father that i'm between studying law, taking dance to a professional level, studying english and literature, journalism and just plain old author. I'm being rather ambitious of course i'm going to need to succeed in my short term goal of o'levels. :)
I'm glad i managed to catch up with some of my old friends. It's nice to know how they're doing and what they're schools, friends and teachers are like. I can't say i miss my primary school or even my class 6A at all. Because it wasn't a nice class, full of teacher's pets and arrogance which i couldn't stand. I feel good that i left that school, and i know i'm probably being ungrteful or whatever but i still miss Miss Tan (Pui Ling) I'll never forget how she helped me in my math and helped me pull up my math marks from 55 to 99. And i really thank her for that and i got A star for math in PSLE which was great because i never got that for 2 years already!
I don't know why i'm thinking back on old times but :) sometimes its nice.Oh yeah i finally got my computer back up and running. I've become quite handy at doing this techie stuff. I replaced the power supply because it blew. But i miss my computer because i could only do it after my exams.So in the meantime i've been using my father's computer downstairs for the past 6 months already :( But now that i've managed to fix my computer and move all my keyboards and speakers from downstairs to my room is really good. My music "jukebox" (itunes) is up and running, i've downloaded all the new versions of Linksys, macromedia Flashplayer,itunes and MSN of course.I've reformatted my documents, deleted old documents, and compacted the folders. I looked back at all my pictures because i have a thing for pictures and i keep collecting and collecting them. And as i looked at them i smiled because i realised that i was keeping quite alotof rubbish. So i deleted just a few pictures. I deleted 24 pictures from my betty boop( =P) series and then another 36 from my egg (yes pictures of eggs/eggs in a basket/cracked eggs/eggshells) collection and left the rest. Their now categorized in alphabetical order.
Okay now that i've got all these things [ my LJ, fiction press, my portfolio, my computer and my ipod mini) up and running. I guess i should cool it on using the computer for a while, rest my eyes and stay calm and quiet to rest my soul a little.=D
haha i watched a desperate housewives marathon on sunday the first 10 episodes at one go.I think its a really nice show, it isn't like that slutty or silly as i thought. The story line is quite enchanting and the way the story is told and unfolds is like a storybook which is pretty interesting. I quite like the show actually, now i know why it won two emmies. haha
I borrowed a book from the national library. YES i finally went there and its a BEAUTIFUL library haha. I borrowed this book, The Danzig Triology by Gunzer Grass. Its a GREAT book. it won the nobel prize for literture. But that one is the three stories in one =D with "The Tin Drum" and everything so its really nice and the whole story links together and everythign when i finish it i'llprobably give it a review or something yeah?
Okay, this post has been rather disjointed with me talking about things from being listless to things like desperate housewives. haha. well i'm tired,i'm going to do a little reading in bed with some hot chocolate,and soft music and thats a really nice prospect.
Goodnight dear world.