Hello World
Ello.
Hope that you are all well and things. Nothing much has been happening to little old me. I managed to finish my work for this year. An essay of 2000 words and a film. I had since February to do these things but I decided to leave them to the last moment, you know for fun. I was so desparate for a film idea that I was inspired by finding a slug in our washing basket. So I made a film about snails watching T.V. I didn't do so badly, not as bad as I thought I was going to do anyways. The essay was fun to write but I have got far to much information on the subject that I did waffel on for a bit, (as I am doing now).
I have an over whelming sense of parinoia resently, (I have it all the time for some unacountable reason, but more so at the mo). I feel a little home sick to be honest. I don't miss Bedford that much but I do miss you guys a fair bit. It was nice just to pop round people's houses whenever. I do miss that. I have been trying to get in contact with some old friends of mine. I have found them all, but how do you get back to the level of friendship that you once had? We have changed alot and are changing all the time.
I tend to like living in the past. A sense of nostaligia. I also look to the near and far future. What do I want to do and things. I'm not an ambishious person. But all the things that I wanted/needed I have or are doing. I wanted to move out of Bedford, have someone to love and a cat. That is about it. But now I have those things I can't help but feel that I need a bit more. I now want to move to Manchester, travel and work in a job I like. Dan and I have chatted about this and he seems fine and dandy with the moving to Manchester bit. We can't travel coz we aint got no money and the job part will come later.
I am beging to feel really old. I know I am only 21, barely out of my teens, but I cant help but feel old. I need to sort that out. Do more exsiting things and such and such. As we all do. Coz we are only young once (or twice if recarnated).
Sorry for my babble, fancied a rant. Love you guys. I really do.
Hope that you are all well and things. Nothing much has been happening to little old me. I managed to finish my work for this year. An essay of 2000 words and a film. I had since February to do these things but I decided to leave them to the last moment, you know for fun. I was so desparate for a film idea that I was inspired by finding a slug in our washing basket. So I made a film about snails watching T.V. I didn't do so badly, not as bad as I thought I was going to do anyways. The essay was fun to write but I have got far to much information on the subject that I did waffel on for a bit, (as I am doing now).
I have an over whelming sense of parinoia resently, (I have it all the time for some unacountable reason, but more so at the mo). I feel a little home sick to be honest. I don't miss Bedford that much but I do miss you guys a fair bit. It was nice just to pop round people's houses whenever. I do miss that. I have been trying to get in contact with some old friends of mine. I have found them all, but how do you get back to the level of friendship that you once had? We have changed alot and are changing all the time.
I tend to like living in the past. A sense of nostaligia. I also look to the near and far future. What do I want to do and things. I'm not an ambishious person. But all the things that I wanted/needed I have or are doing. I wanted to move out of Bedford, have someone to love and a cat. That is about it. But now I have those things I can't help but feel that I need a bit more. I now want to move to Manchester, travel and work in a job I like. Dan and I have chatted about this and he seems fine and dandy with the moving to Manchester bit. We can't travel coz we aint got no money and the job part will come later.
I am beging to feel really old. I know I am only 21, barely out of my teens, but I cant help but feel old. I need to sort that out. Do more exsiting things and such and such. As we all do. Coz we are only young once (or twice if recarnated).
Sorry for my babble, fancied a rant. Love you guys. I really do.