Mar 15, 2006 02:28
Hello there people.
Hope everyone is well and things. As you can probably tell by the time I can't sleep at the moment. It is because of a nice fuzzy wuzzy feeling of anxiety/nostalgia. Last night I had a dream about going on holiday with some old school friends. We were in Aberistwith/Brighton, somewhere like that, wearing our old St.Andrews school uniform. I woke up with a yearning to chat to them, and so I managed to find a few old phone numbers and rang them up out of the blue. I wasn't to sure if I was going to get, a orquade (can't spell and cannot find spelling of, you know what I mean) response of "Why are you ringing me?", "How did you find my number?" and then try to explain that I had a dream about them, people might find a tad odd. But I got the opposite response of "Wow, it is so nice to hear from you, we must meet up." And from that I got a nice sort of nostalgic rush. Is it bad to ring people you haven't seen in a while? Perhaps you see them as a closed chapter in your life (cheesy I know). I'm glad that I have done this, I really hate loosing contact with people, it feels like part of me has wondered off never to return. One friend that I was very close to has wondered off, not over a tiff or anything, just you forget to ring them and so on. I'm really annoyed with myself that I could let this happen, and now I don't think I will see her again. Sad really. Sorry if this entry is a bit wishy washy, but I suppose that is what Live journal can be used for.
I suggest to all of you that you should ring those people that you keep meaning to, today. I'm sure they won't find it strange or anything, but on the contrary.
I have an annoucement to make to all you straight single men/bi/gay women out there, I have re-acquainted myself with lots of singel, pretty, cleaver and posh lady's that I met who I was friends with back in St. Andrews School for girls. I'm not sure if they still have their uniforms but I will ask. Simon, I have a special one for you.
Apart from that not much has happened. Were fine and things, dirt poor, but fine. I'm organizing our big Summer party, I'm expecting 35-45 people to trundel along. Please tell me now, dates that you cannot make so I can make a date when all can come.
Will speak to you soon. xxx