dont turn around and dont look back...

[miss_wendy]

Why can't he understand. He says if he was in my shoes and this happend hed be pissed. Then why does he want this so bad. Why cant be just leave it alone and ignore her. will someone explain to me how talking to someone you dated who treated you like shit and left you for your friend right after your friend died will help or whatever he wants to accomplish. if someone treated you like shit and left you and flew across the country to get engaged to a guy who beat you why would you care why she up and left and why she was with the guy that beat her for so long. some things should just be left alone. and on top of it shes crazy and on a buncha meds. and she works with him and wants to go to lunch with him. what happens if they go to lunch. and they talk and become friends again and maybe want to get back together. shit like that happens and he doesnt understand. its like wow i miss this girl shes blah blah blah i want her back. it happenes! and then he wants me to hang out with him and his ex girlfriend. why the fuck would i want to do that. why would i care whats going on in her life. she does drugs and is on meds. man sounds like someone id want to get to know. why is he pushing this and making me out like IM the bad guy! I would never do this to him. I know how upset it would make him and uncomfortable but he doesnt seem to care. am i just over reacting or does this make sense to any body else. everything was good until he got his new job. but he loves that job,so i could never ask him to leave it even if it means me being upset and sick everyday hes at work cause girls are crazy and dont care about other girls especially girls they dont know and theyll do whatever it takes and whatever they want. how do i get over this. i know hes going to see her monday-friday and talk and maybe hang out and that bothers me cause im over protective but then it seems like im controlling him. i dont want to lose him. especially to someone whos hurt him before.

why does it matter. if someone treated you like shit and then that person got treated like shit KARMA why would you want to know details. fuck that person its thier own fault. let it go be happy with what you have.

everything happens for a reason right?

someone give me some advice please any body i honestly dont know what to do.