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[miss_vincent]

ive never fought for
someone so hard.. the
results are all futile.
ive never wanted something
so bad. as always at first
it was so right but never
so suddenly has everything
went this terribly wrong.
maybe it was always wrong,
i blinded myself to it.
i will miss you a lot.
and i cant make myself
stop loving you. but when
it comes down to it
i blame myself. you are
crazy. that is certain.
i cannot overcome the
difficulty i have in
communicating with you.
i just cant do it.

this just has to end.