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This Morning.
i woke up crying.
after a dream about
about my grandpa. he
he used to call me toots
like a tootsie roll. and he
grabbed my hand and told me to
come on. but where was he going.
i am not sure i just woke up and i
could not stop crying. it was terrible.
but i thanked God for letting him visit me in my dreams.
Last Night.
I fell asleep crying.
because i had a strong
feeling that he was with
another girl. which i know.
it is all probably in my head.
and that i am just depressed for
no reason other than. its the time
to be that way for me this month i guess.
and the thing is i am not really sure if i care.
i never seem to know what i want. i think i just need
to go home and cry more. Mike asked me to go to Bento with him tonight.
to watch his friend "spin".
could be fun. we will see.
i woke up crying.
after a dream about
about my grandpa. he
he used to call me toots
like a tootsie roll. and he
grabbed my hand and told me to
come on. but where was he going.
i am not sure i just woke up and i
could not stop crying. it was terrible.
but i thanked God for letting him visit me in my dreams.
Last Night.
I fell asleep crying.
because i had a strong
feeling that he was with
another girl. which i know.
it is all probably in my head.
and that i am just depressed for
no reason other than. its the time
to be that way for me this month i guess.
and the thing is i am not really sure if i care.
i never seem to know what i want. i think i just need
to go home and cry more. Mike asked me to go to Bento with him tonight.
to watch his friend "spin".
could be fun. we will see.